heeeey second post here.
I'm now rotting at home xD
My tagboard is almost dead luhhhhhhhh. The only one tagging nowadays are....... kh and GR. Anyone who read this please tag~
Anyway, rejected jm's invitation to study and eat with them and my cousin's invitation to go orchard with them. This should be one of those days where i would really wanna rot at home. Like, staying at home for the rest of the year. But of cos, this should be temporary. I just hope my parents don't wake me up early in the morn tomorrow to go exercise. I wanna exercise at home. xD I actually slept for about 10 hours today. Thanks to xq's mom who called me at 8.30. XQ: YOU OUGHT TO BE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND TELL YOUR MOM WHERE YOU'RE GOING. if not, i was planning to sleep till 10, but anyhow. I lagged in bed till 9. so.. counted as 11 hourS? Yup, I slept at 10 yesterday. Was so damn tired. I have no life.
okok, i asked my mom, i still had to wake up at 9 tomorrow for the exercise. zzz.
I shall admit that i hate sept/oct. Cos that's when I go brooooooke! My friend's birthday are always around that time and i always wanted to shop for my stuffs around that time cos exams are over =.=
ohhkay *looks around* Once in a while it's alright to post... pictures?
wh333~

I'm so blahhhhh!
I just realised that I've spent alot of time in front of the com. Is that a sin?! I'm dying. I don't know anything about humanities! SH*T. The only thing is to read read read. blah. I got 50 on the dot for SS CA2. That's 7.5%.
I don't feel like studying. URGH.
My hair's also irritating me. It's neither short or long. So when you let down, you feel kinda hot. Tying is such a pain cos my hair is layered. Blahs I need a haircut.
Is this normal? That i feel irritated by people typing in SINGLISH?
"who ur frenz?" "althought I use singlish..But there r sum singlish I also dun understand!!"
-extracted from freako_gal
I get irritated. It's like, we're going to get laughed at. Ok, I admit that I use lah leh lor and sometimes I'm grammatically wrong. But at least use the right spelling? Why make it short? hahaha.
/off to study.

GAZETTE: RUDER

The idol full of themselves
laughs from their high horse:
'chu chu churu chuchu ran ran'.
Screaming with a coy voice:
'Business love black hearted bitch
You want money? Here, take it.'
'chu chu churu chu chu chu fuck'
Let's go with survival of the weakest.

Go ahead and look down on them,
you're the one watching these idiots!

I am ruder! I am ruder!
If you want to laugh, go ahead and laugh
I am ruder! I am ruder!
Kick up the road of misfortune.

A maniac who likes to hurt themselves.
Don't pretend you're a headcase,
it makes me sick to my stomach.
A stupid high brow joke,
a metal plated rusted mask
'chu chu churu chuchu ran ran'
By the time you notice, it's too late.

I am ruder! I am ruder!
If you want to laugh, laugh til you die.
I am ruder! I am ruder!
Is it wrong to be stupid? There're no rules.
I am ruder! I am ruder!
The greatest heresy. Fuck off, hypocrites.
I am ruder! I am ruder!
I'm going berserk.

'Japanese Ruder' Yeah!!!!!!!

Just came back at 8.45pm from celebrating Sushan's birthday. WHEEE!!!
So let's start with.... before i woke up today, my dream.
As some of you might know, Crystal posted a picture of potong pasir MRT station.. So then I dreamt of Crystal telling me they're(crystal and mich) there because they want my mom to fetch them to outrum (Whatever for..) if not, they can take bus 21 there. I know it doesn't make sense. =.=
So i woke up and blah blah, went to school, took the test. Damn, i was so nervous cos this is the first time i could not think of anything to write for narrative (which i always chose). The word is "impact". *falls on the floor* The first thought that come into my mind was.... aliens. I don't know why, hahahah! So then i chose the argumentitive one. But could not think of anything, so i get back to the narrative one. =.= I wrote SUCH a touching story that i cried while writing. lol! It's true!! After the exam, I found out that *forget is lao Ling or lao Teng" also almost cried while writing the narrative. They all wrote about grandparent's death. Me too. Only mine is... exaggerated and none of my grandparents died (and i hope they don't go so early). *slaps myself*
After that took paper 2 and went to J8 to meet my family to eat Sakae Sushi. Now I'm fat.
Then rush home to change and meet lao yew, lao ling, lao yang, lao wai, Samuel, Sophia at heartland mall macs. Studied abit and Lao teng came. Studied a bit more then headed off to Clarke Quay to meet Ethel, Sushan, Jia Qi and Mr Lee. AHAHA! We had pizza there. And after that we went to play with water. Brr. Damn cold luh. But very fun! After playing we went to eat icecream at HaigenDaz (Don't know how to spell). Then they suggest to take neoprints, but i wanna go home. Mr Lee said take neos first then later he take taxi (cos he wanna go his friend's house which is kinda near mine.) Ok lor. Take take and takeeeee taxi hahahah!
Waaaah! Traffic jam! Jam till 8.40 liddat and finally reached my house bus stop (opp the cemetery) I RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN to the next bus stop and ask my mom to fetch me back. I'm scared of ... (ok this is stupid) ghost.
And then I realized that Mr Lee's belt's with me (cos he let me wear his belt as my pants are too loose).
And now I'm blogging. And sleeping soon. Good Night.

Came back a few mins ago from group study with xq, cryst, mich, kelv, keith and faloon. Hmm. I can say that this is the most enjoyable group study? lol! Thanks to Crystal and xq for telling to socialise more. hmm. I told crystal about _. And then xq. Then crystal tell mich. then now they keep di siao-ing me about it luh~!! >.<>.< In fact, I'm not interested in any guys now. As in crush, not i'm a lesbo. I do have EC, but no crushes. So I'm still straight. ^^
Anyway, this is ... like the first time I've ever talk that much to the guys in my group study. =.= Sad, I know. Kelv's Japanese is quite good!!!!! I'm impressed when he suddenly said those words! LOL! He said "Kelvin Sugoi!" I'm like.. o.o Then Keith say "NANI?!" I'm like 0.0!!!!! LOL!!!
Then about 7, parents fetched me home while the others go eat.
I noticed something. I kept playing with my tongue.
Oh ya, today I gave my classmates names! I call them LAO something. Example, Siang Yew is LAO YEW. Milfred is LAO YANG!!! Kah Wai is LAO WAI!!! LOL! Jasmine is LAO HU(Tiger). Aitikah is LAO KAH (Downstairs in hokkien). LOL! And of cos there are more. In fact, all 3e1 people are lao something! HAHA! Today was a fun day for me! (except the part where i burst out =X)FUN FUN FUN!

Sometimes i think that my gfs think too much that i think too much.
Everytime i ask a question about me, they will say i think too much.
When i talk to xq about studies, she'll say I'm a nerd or "e1 lah e1 lah" or "you have no life"
Ok, i know I have very little friends ok? And i am restricted by my family so i don't have as much "life" as you guys? How pathetic can i be?
So sometimes when i wanna talk, I'll think twice. Cos whatever i talk, it's either "I think too much" or some other bad comments. Of cos not EVERYTHING LAH.
Sometimes it get's too much and i'm irritated?
dunno lah. Nobody ever step into my shoes and think about how i feel. Nobody understands. I feel like bursting out. You don't know, right?

Today played basketball with other people. I can say that it's not very competitive but i still had fun. After school, chem extra lesson. raaaaar! I suck at chem~
After that took the same bus as su shan, zuming, manfred and nathson and the boys claimed that I'm stalking them. =.= More like they stalk me cos they kept taking my stuffs.,
I gave Sushan a hint on where we're going for her birthday.. heh heh... secret.

heh. Look at my emaths CA2 marks.
88.4%.
Look at my phy CA2 marks.
42.2% and it's considered at most top 20 in my class. the highest is around 58? How pathetic is that?!lol!

Just doing a quick post on ytd.
ytd i went to the classroom and my table vandalised with.... words that are not very pleasant. I don't know who it is but i don't care. Yup, I really mean I DON'T CARE. I'm not upset or anything.
ok... skip skip skip till EVENING~~!!!
5.45 went to cp and met xq, don and yu wei. Then we took lrt to school. Kinda late but, teachers did not scold xD
The bus came and we went to esplanade!!
On the bus, I was sharing my jokes with retarded claire. And she date-d me. She want me to go her house after exams! loL!
Reached esplanade, we're allowed to have about 20mins of free time. So me, don, xq and ying hao went to the rooftop. Omigsoh la, the scenery is so beautiful can? lol!
Then we went back to assemble. And then watched the show. IT'S SUPER NICE!!! WHOOOOOOOO!!! 4.5/5!!!!
during the intermission, xq and i got a drink. After thinking, we tried a drink which xq think it's quite nice and i don't know what it is. RAAR! It's just gassy plain water and it tastes weird!!! So skip skip skip skip after the show went back to school.
On the way back, me and xq were talking about... guys? hahah!
Reached home and i BOOM at the bed. zzzz.

Decided to ... delete my Reita cosplay post as... many people are reading my blog just to see that. Very embarrased~ lol~
And I'll try not to talk to much about Reita too.
Cheh. I'm going to die~ I forgot so many stuff about bio!! *runs around* Enzymes... heart.... d'oh.
I feeeeel soooo tired! I regretted not studying much before. Now i have to rush through my studies. bleah.
Nothing interesting happen in school today. As usual i was punished by Mrs Amy Ang for not doing her homework. I don't really wanna care about SS cos I don't think I need social studies for my career in the future? I mean most career don't need them anyway. And then... Mrs Yap also, as usual, gave that black face when coming into our class. I'm just getting used to it.
Another thing, tomorrow will be going to watch forbidden city!! Can't wait~~!!
AND AND!! XQ YOU HAVE YET TO RETURN ME MY PENS!!!!!

extended/
Had a chat with xq just now. Talking about our lifes again. How she prefer her life than mine. hmm. I dunno lah. I just wanna be free. I don't wanna be controlled. Sometimes being controlled makes you being laughed at. I just hate that. blah. Somehow, xq's making my life look boring and meaningless. BLAH.

To dear GR,
going ahead of you, I'm going to write a fan mail to Reita earliest tonight, lastest by friday. Till then, See ya~
With lots of love,
Izu

/extended ;; Contains disgusting human stuff, excretory stuff.
RAAAAAAAAAR!! Like, my arse hole is splitting. I have been shitting for the whole day. ok, Of cos it's not non stop or i would have rot. Dad finally let me have the charcoal, like finally~
Okok, just briefly posting what i did today. (other than the few hours of shit)
-Woke up at 8.45 (Mom woke me up)
-Went to McRitchie with family (that's why they woke me up early)
-Went Toa Payoh to have lunch
-Bought swensens ice cream mooncake which taste weird.
-Went home
-Sis and Bro went tuition, mom fetch them, leaving dad and me at home
-using the net while studying bio
-Download Gazette stuffs.
-Went to bro's bed to study
-Slept halfway thru
-Woke up and use the com
-scolded by dad
-Read Bio again
-siblings and mom come back
-Continue reading until dinner
-Eat and shit straight after
-Study bio again while eating that mooncake xP
-Drink Milk (I forgot i shouldn't drink)
-BOOOOOOM!!! (You should know what i mean)
-Went to dad and plead for charcoal
-dad gave
-Watch Ji Xiao Lan for a while. (A funn show)
-Flip thru KERA magazine (A Gothic/ GL/ Punk/ Visual Kei Fashion mag)
-rread bio and found out my my another book and the school book's explaination does not match
-Found out in the net
-Read thru
-blog
YET TO HAPPEN
-Read Bio again (Cos there's test tomorrow)
-Think of what to write for Reita
-Pack bag
-Read KERA mag again
-sleep.

I was thinking... And i decided to cut short my hair after the exams. YUP! I shall let my hair grow..... sometime in the future.
Oh and anyway, cousin Tanthy promised me to go magazine hunting on 13th Sept. She said she'll put me on piority. So, I WON'T BE FREE ON 13TH SEPT! Magazine, till then.

And sometimes, _ can be such a b*. Sometimes, _ can be very nice to you and sometimes, _ can be SO RUDE. F*! _ don't care what you say, _only cares about _self. _will just listen to you then after you finish, _will talk about _own stuff. Sometimes i just hate _

Me and GR talking about Reita <3
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
lol
me x reita
you x ruki
ok?
truce?
lol
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Noooo
I want Reita x Ruki x Aoi
D:
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
YOU CANNOT BE SO SELFISH!!
I just nned reita~
i even made a wallpaper of him
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHAHA
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
even though i sucked at making it
anyway,
it's a commitment
you didn't do any
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
What?
I sacrificed my bishonen!
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
hmm?
I have love only for him but you shared your love with so many people
so he deserves me
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
I have a lot of love!
HAHA
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
Haha
but i shower more love to reita
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHAHA

Transfer of "gazette_disorder04 zakuro gata no yuutsu.mp3" is complete.

† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
And i have an ava of him
zzz
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL!
REITA CRYING.
Eat your heart out
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
why will reita be crying?
omg youuuU! *sees GR changed ava to reita*
hmmph
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Because I wanted to leave him
But he says
NO!
HE NEEDS ME
hyak hyak
Seeing his face...
I just had to
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
*licks lips*
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHAHA
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
his is so....
kissable
don;t you agree?
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Yeah
After feeling his lips on mine
I am inclined to agree
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
I kissed him ever since i became queen in the 2700bc.
unlike you.
600bc
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
I was queen before the BIG BANG.
HAHAHA.
And he was my king
I mean
SLAVE
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
sex slave?
lol
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Yeah
LOL!
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
OMG!
Reita two timed me!
T_T
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHA!
he needs me
(:
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
go with your ruki!
rarrrrr!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
But REITA NEEDS ME
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
He just called me and said he hates you
so don't try to lie to me
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Bullshit
He's sleeping beside me now
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
AHHH??
he's beside me too!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
what's imouto?
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
Doppelgangers?
lil sis
imouto = lil sis
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
...
KAI'S MY IMOUTO?
MY BUTT.
And anyw
He is fondling me now
HAHAHA
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
no
your sis likes kai
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Yes
Oh bleh
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
well, back to the toopic
He's playing with my hair now
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
He is tugging my clothes
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
He is holding my hand
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
He's doing a pedicure for me
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
he is feeding apples to me
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
He is giving me bananas
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
O.O
he is patting my head
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
He is stripping!
O_O
CUDDLING MY WAIST
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
He is stripping while playing his guitar
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
How can I resist?
*drool*
...
That's not possible
OOOH he is into bondage now
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
He is hugging me tight like there's no tomorrow!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Hyak
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
He's hugging me tight
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
He is holding me
While naked
Asking me to play the guitar
His fingers are on mine
His breath at my ear
"Dear..."
OMG
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
WHAT THE FARK!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHAHA
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
He let me touched his chest
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHAHAHA I knew you couldn't resist tat
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
i hate euu
lol
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
His chest is on my back
He is nibbling on my ear
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
shut up!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
His fingers running down my back
Drawing little circles
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
he just said he loved me
and that's enough
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
He said actions are louder than words
He will give me all the happiness in the world
Whenever I cried
He will wipe my tear from my cheek
He will give me all the love to make me feel happy
Because I AM HIS GIRL.
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
wait
then what about the other members?
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Oh
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
gasp! You've forgottten about them!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
They don't mind sharing
^^
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
naughty naughty
rar
i want reita
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHAHA
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
i neeeeed him!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
He wants me
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
I have his photos in my file
he gave it to me
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
hey
hidden posted alr
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
okok
let's see
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Ruki looks soooo...
nerd.
Reita's picture is a classic.
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
OMGWTFBBQ
REITA CHAN!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHA
Did Aoi have nose surgery?
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
lol
wait
i was staring at reita
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Uruha still looks girley
I know
I've seen alr
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
Charming point Butt
from reita
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
his nose is the same mah
for aoi
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Looks thinner no
*now
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
ya
kai looks nice last time
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Yeah
that apron suits him
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
yea
i love reita as he is now
last time he's..
eww
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
http://gazette.viskorg.net/images/wall/001.jpg
The first one somehow
Doesn't remind me of Ruki
D:
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
ruki looks kinda like kai there
the hair
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
I just changed my desktop to Reita's pic
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
ah?
i've done that loooong ago
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
...
LOL
He asked me to change
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
oh whatever
he asked me to change before you
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Whatever.
He is nibbling on my ear
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
darn unfair, there are so little reita pictures
rar
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
HAHA
Hell,
people think Denise is cute.
Do I have permission to bite them?
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
can
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
*bites*
HENTAI JIJIS WON'T LOOK AT HER PLS.
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
/reading gazette's diary~
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL
Did it write for Reita
"Today I was nibbling on GR's ear"
"She smelt so sweet, like honey. I drank in her loveliness, revelling her beauty"
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
i don't care
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL!
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
he didn't
foooooooooooooooooooooooooo~
I'm going to write him a love message next year!
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
NANI?
Shocked
I am going too
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
serious?
i'm serious
on his birthday
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
ME TOO
And one to Ruki and Aoi
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
I only have love to Reita.
and sometimes to ruki
=X
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
But I don't know Jap
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
simple english
lol
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
...
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
Let's remind each other next year
T_T
I really hope he will read mine and be touched.
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Okay
Ask Tanthy how to write "I Love You"
in Jap
!!!
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
zzz.
Aishiteiru
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
NOT WRITE
IN JAP KANJI
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
oh
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
...
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
愛してりる
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
WTH lah
That's it
I am going to use a translator
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
good for you
blah!
I just love reita
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL
Google's translator
Let's use that?
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, I DECLARE MY LOVE TO REITA, SUZUKI AKIRA. says:
haha
i'll see
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, I DECLARE MY LOVE TO REITA, SUZUKI AKIRA. says:
look at my nick
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL!
† いずXれいた†WHY JAY ,, I DECLARE MY LOVE TO REITA, SUZUKI AKIRA. says:
my name
izu x reita, if you can't read
lol
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
...
WTF?!
† いずXれいた†WHY JAY ,, I DECLARE MY LOVE TO REITA, SUZUKI AKIRA. says:
thank you thank you~
rar
what time do you have to go?
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
Anytime
Heck, my bro isn't home
† いずXれいた†WHY JAY ,, I DECLARE MY LOVE TO REITA, SUZUKI AKIRA. says:
cos the transferring of cassis is so slow~
and i'm tired
lol
Je L'aime et Mourir : Reita x Aoi. Shatter in front of me. says:
LOL


I know it's long.

Nice lyrics. Cassis. Enjoy.
" zutto kurikaeshiteta zutto kanashimasete bakari datta
kitto anata sae mo kizutsukete boku wa ugokenu mama
anata ni fureru koto ga naze konna ni kurushii no desu ka?

kitto onaji koto wo kurikaeshite anata wo ushinatte shimau no ga kowakatta kara

yori sou koto de nuguou to shita wasurekirenakatta hi wo
anata wa nani mo kikazu ni kono te wo nigettekureta ne
ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo
kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru.
ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo
kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru.
I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are..

tsurai koto sae wasureru kurai
anata wo omotteiru
aenai yoru wo kazoeru tabi ni
kogareru mune
kake chigai no sabishisa tsunoru dou ka hitorikiri de nakanaide
donna ni hanareteite mo shinjiaeru futari de iyou

dou ka kono mama waratteitai
anata wo kizutsuke sasenaide
toki ga tatsu tabi usurete itta
anna omoi kurikaeshitakunai
ashita anata no kimochi ga hanarete mo
kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru
ashita anata ni boku ga mienakute mo
kitto kawarazu ai shiteiru.
dou ka boku dake wo mitsumeteite
dou ka kono te ga tokenu you

I will walk together, the future not promised
It keeps walking together, to future in which you are... "

[I repeated it for a long time, I made you sad for a long time.
I must have hurt you. Now I still cannot move.
Why is it so painful to touch you?
I think it is because I was afraid of making the same mistake and losing you.

I tried to recover the unforgettable days to stay close to each other.
You hold my hand without asking anything.

Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
I will walk together, the future not promised.
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are...

I love you so much that I forget any suffering.
My heart feels pain every time I count the days we cannot meet.

The loneliness is piling up. Please don't cry alone.
Even if we are so far away, we can believe each other.

I wish to smile as it is, I don't want you to hurt yourself.
I don't want to repeat such feelings, which have kept fading each time.
Even if you don't love me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Even if you don't see me tomorrow, I must love you as I do now.
Please, only look at me. Please, don't let our hands separate.
I will walk together, the future not promised.
It keeps walking together, to the future in which you are... ]

Just came back from group studying with GR, Silcyn, Itoko and Alfred (tall guy 0.0)
Did a maths. 2pm, itoko went for her jap. A while later, Alfred went and we started playing a new game GR taught us^^ HAHAHA! So fun!
Then we went coffeebean to eat cakies! I didn't take a picture of my virgin bite! T__T
GR and Silcyn kept saying that i'm fat and I have big thighs. rar!
I'm trying to go on a ONE MONTH NO FAST FOOD diet plan. Yup!
I'm so in love with Zakuro gata yuutsu!! <3! And I like the sound of bass. As in those guitar bass, and plus the way reita played his bass guitar.... LOVE. Like, i like it when they are playing fast. Brr.

Some of my favourite videos. In order.
1st: Zakurogata no yuutsu.

2nd: Silly god disco

3rd:Ruder (including making of <3)

4th: Miseinen
See Reita solo at 3.31. But before that he's already playing x(

4th TIED WITH MISEINEN: Reila

This one is so funny!! REITA IS SO FUNNY!!! <3 run to 1.54 to see reita <3
AOI IS ALSO VERY CUTE!! =3

CUTE

Another cute. Reita x Aoi! =X

Whooo! BYE!

YAY! Found a Reita blogskin! Now I just hope some kind soul will be able to help me put songs into my blog cos I don't know how. :P
Today... sleepy day -.-
I realised also that I have been playing and socialising more. xD You'll get it if you know the meaning ^.^
I found some people in my class who is... irritating. Keep screaming to get the guys attention *rolls eyes* Well, not as in really scared scream but ... i just dunno how to explain. rar. Some of my classmates also think so.
Dad's gonna keep my wireless. may go MIA for a while.

teh love. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!!! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE!!
Anyway, today was the chinese oral exam. Screwed it. >.After that went to meet xq and Crystal at thr RC. Was kinda lost... but in the end, i found the way MYSELF. After a while, the others came. Mich, Kelv, Keith, Gab. Then become very noisy. Can't stand it (and partly because of the air con) I went out of the room. More peaceful although i can't join them with their fun. So most of the time i can say i spend it alone?
gfs: Don't worry, i didn't think much when i'm alone.
So then soon mich joined me outside. Then Keith (cos he cannot stand cryst's camera xD) but went back to the room. Affter a while, mich suggest we go back in. Got back, studied a while more and at 6++ went home. Parents fetched me. We went to Kovan. Dad went to print something and bro went CC, so left me and my mom at cold storage. I FINALLY told her what i feel about my freedom, my independance. I think she understands. She said she will try to release me a little more. I'm glad. =D

Another dosage of Gazette. Aoi is sexy and Reita is HAWT.
There's a troll in our forum again =.= And people are not talking sense again. They're like, ignore him. and when he say another thing? they replied. W-O-W.
Saturday will be studying with my cousin and GR and Silcyn. YAY!
Today for PE, we played basketball! So fun lah. lol!!
After PE I collected my IC. So tooot can? lol!

Dosage of Gazette. Gomen ne. Can only find pictures from anti-pop! No time to find others! >.< Test test test everyday! @_@
Isn't Reita so hawt here? Aoi is sexy as always =X No comments on Ruki... =.=
Watched the videos for Regret and Filth in the beauty. Ruki's hair's long. 0.0
Can't study with my gfs today!! >.< ... due to... special reasons.
I'll JOIN YOU GUYS THE NEXT TIME!!!

Another dosage of Reita. Isn't he teh love?
He's like Kakashi, always wrapping his face up =.=

Isn't this Reita just too unresistablely cute? A_A Picture thanks to Anti_pop website xD
School was a bore today. The big M and rain just don't click. Just don't make me feel nice. Gfs say my blog posts are all short. something like "Today I go out. ok bye bye." 0.o xD
But seriously there isn't anything to blog about? hahahahaha! I'm going to print pictures of Reita and paste it all around my room~!! YAY YAY YAY!
Anyway, had some...NEGOTIATION with my mom? She said if I managed to get top25 in class, she'll allow me to stay overnight in a chalet. She say she'll book it herself xD.
And she told me we might be going to malaysia for a week during the dec hols. A week?! O...k...

I MADE A WTF DISCOVERY.
while chatting with matthew, i found out:
† いずー大著†WHY JAY ,, 十七歳 says:
hmm?
cos last time I never talk to you de
love is about being faithfull says:
oh..
u no y
cox last time we all think u abit nerdy ma
haha
now i dunt think so la la

*runs around*

<-- Reita, teh love of my life xD (I know i have many but he's a real person xD) Ok, I know some of you will that he looks like a girl? But I looooove him!!! A.A
Gazette is teh supa love <3

OMGOMG CASSIS IS LIKE SO NICE!!! I have to say Aoi looked nice. He's the one doing single near the end of the song yea? So cool also xD

I'm like, sleepily tired. Ok, i know there is no such words but... yea. I invented it.
Yesterday night/today morning... Can say I have a..weird nightmare?
I dreamt that I hit Eileen's armpit and the next day i see her, she has no legs? As in get cut off *slaps myself*Choy!! TOUCHWOOD!!! I ask her what happened and she blamed me for hitting her armpit. ?!!??!!!
And then. The surroundings change and I'm at like... a biiiiiig basement of a shopping center. The basement looks somehow like suntec's.Just that there's a few shops and there are... playgrounds around. So then I was at this part of the basement where it is deserted. All of the shops are closed. There's a swing in the background, so i took the swing. I sat on it and swung myself. And then beside me is a forest? Then I felt like, someone's there looking at me luh. So I change to another swing beside some shops (those carts one) which are covered in dark pink flowery cloth. Then again, i felt someone looking. So i began to run.. While running, i turn back and see, and saw a guy wearing grey T-shirt chasing me. rar! Then i continue running until the another part of the basement where there are people and the man just stop and look at me go up the escalator. And then i wake up. It was 8.03. rar. So weird can? But it's very scary. Then i can't sleep alr. Cos it's very bright. rar! I need that cloth to cover the eye. Going to meet some online people later, hopefully i can take some pic and post it later.

Well, had lunch and study group with my dear gfs. Talked alot.. about her, about our stuffs. Then... It's just very very fun!! I LOVE YOU GIRLFRIENDS!!

Feel abit better after going to school. Still not very happy over the comparing thing *roll eyes* Anyhow. I'm hungry and sleepy.

RAR. I'm not happy. He's always comparing me to _____. He always saying HOW CLEVER she is and maybe how dumb i must be compared to her. I know he's helping me and everything but PLEASE JUST STOP TRYING TO HINT ME THAT SHE'S VERY VERY DAMN FAKUING MUCH SMARTER THAN ME. FAKU! Don't give me what she can watch ***** because she can hold JUST A DECENT CONVERSATION WITH YOU. And she knows what haemoglobin is.
RAR. IN ALL, I'M JUST NOT VERY HAPPY. It does not happen once in a blue moon, it's like, ALMOST EVERYDAY?! You're always comparing me to her. You have not really seen how dumb she can be?

I hope tomorrow will be a nice day =D
Today's fun in class.

I have a crazy crazy idea. Another gfs gathering after EOY exams.
We can go to someone's house and stay there the whole day, watching Disney movies! And it's doesn't cost money! (except for the electric bill).

THe cake and then me taking the virgin bite xD

After school lunched with Crystal and xq! YAY! Then we talked about alot of things. from.. 1+ until 3.10 like that. We talked about _ and Crystal's problem. Then alot of stuff make me feel very lousy. I'm feeling kinda lousy. Should I let go of my friendship with _? Anyway, that _ is not my boyfriend to those who don't know. FISH.
Then at 3.10 they acc me to buy a cakie!! <3 Haven't eat yet. I commited a sin. I ate 3bread for breakfast, a plate of rice during recess, after school ate another plate and then dinner ate abit (Cos my mom forced me to) OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I still have to eat that cake!!rar.

*cuts away nose* Let me breathe !!
Had... stomachache just now.. I think it's the food during the gala? those diluted in rain water.
In the morn went hill-climbing with my family. Very tiring.
THen came home to change and mom forced me to go orchard with them (I was intending to stay at home the whole day like yesterday). Shop shop. Eat lunch. shop again. I asked my dad to buy cakes for me to eat~~!! He say very expensive (cos I wanted to buy the big whole one). And my mom said "Are you still on a diet?" Raraarr! So in the end just bought ONE pack of chocolates. T___T
Came back and cousins came. Play play play and the day ends.

hmmhmmm.
Ytd.. was... not a bad day...
In the morning while waiting for my dear cousin to finish painting her damn CCA room, I spammed. spammed spammed. Then at 2.30 i got out of house, thinking that i'll be late. (cos we're supposed to meet at orchard at 3.30.)
And.. Life's like that. Just when I got this feeling that my cousin will be late, I tried to do everything slowly. Walk slowly to the bus stop, hoping just like any other days when I'm in a rush, I'll miss one bus and the next bus will take a damn lot of time to arrive. But nevertheless, no. Just when I reached the bus stop, bus 100 came. No choice but I'll take it. Reached Srgn stn. When I step into the platform, the train went off. Pffft. Just when I hope I could actually sit down in the mrt... rar. Then make me stand for.... 6 mins? Alot of people stared at my slippers. You know the long long one? ah. People must have thought that I dress weirdly.
SO then I reached orchard. my cousin is late. I WAS on time. Met her. shop around... Then she bought a book and.. *something*. Oh don't worry, it's not something bad, honest.
So then at 4.35 we headed off to.. city hall to meet the Ouran RP people~
yayayay! I met suki, sochii, hiddenanxiety, Jing, momo, rulph, GR, Yuki... should be about all...
We went to the Marina Square foodcourt. Then after a short while I headed back to city hall mrt to collect my gloves from DaiJin. And I went to Ethel's house. Again, Lifes like that. i was.. a bit late.. And i hope i can change the mrt quickly. But no, when I got off the red line, the purple line mrt just went. ZZZ.
So then blabla and i met them at hougang mall instead. It was about 6? I'm ON TIME. THere is Ethel, Eileen, Jasmine, Yen teng, Manfred, HengTiong. When I reached, they didn't greet me. The girls were like, "AhhhhhH!!!! So cuuutee!!!" Like fangirls! xD LOL! Then they say until... the bus stop? LOL!
Then reached school. Saw XQ and crystal. Hi and bye and off we go.
Eat.... halfway, it rained. RAAR! Changed our venue to LT room.
Took LOTS AND LOTS of pictures.
THen whee whee. And.... while me and mich were taking a walk to the hall, we met xq. she pulled mich's blouse and saw her.. and then I pulled xq's tube dress and saw her....
LOL! Then went back. eat eat and go home.
Mom and dad fetched me. They asked did _ go. I said "no. 他没有来也好." THen they were shocked. They said why. I said "我现在不是很喜欢他。看他不顺眼。” They were like. *years of friends now you don't really like the person? rar. Really luh. Who is that person i shall not reveal, cos many people know him/her. I find that person very irritating. And I also told them "我对男生没有什么兴趣了。” THEY WERE SHOCKED. My mom ask me if I'm a les. i said“imean.. 懒得注意他们。” Don't get me wrong. I'm not out of my mind. And I'm not interested in girls either. I find it stupid when you're interested in that guy and that guy doesn't pay any attention to you. You'll feel... hurt? So why hurt yourself? Wait for someone to approach you first.
Back to the story, so i went home, took a bath and sleep.

ripped from dear GR xD

[x]You know someone that cares about you.
[ ]You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend/ fiancee/
husband/ wife.
[ ] You have your own room
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.

T O T A L: 5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a
week.
[x] There is a computer and laptop in your house.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want
to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x]You have been to a concert.
[x] You laugh more than twice a day.

T O T A L: 8


[x] You have over 50 friends on Friendster.
[ ] You have pictures on myspace.
[ ] Your parents let you have a Friendster.
[ ] You have no problem in your studies.
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] People don't make fun of you to be mean.
[ ] You look foward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You do something after school at home/outside.
[ ] You always pass ALL the subjects in exams.


T O T A L: 3

[ ] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your
parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance/looks.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have friends.
[ ] Your parents working salary monthly is more
than $4000. -- HOW WOULD I KNOW?
[x] You know your parents care and love you.

T O T A L: 2

[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[] You've gotten awards/prizes/trophies before.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[ ] You dont have any enemies at all.
[ ] You are Happy that you're living.

T O T A L: 6


Now count the number and multiply by 2
5+8+3+2+6 = 24
24 x 2 = 48
48% Happy

Ah wells. I failed it xD

Danger: Not for the weak hearted. Ouran YAOI!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE SUPPPA LOVE THEM!!
Anyway, for those who don't know what is yaoi, it's something like.. gay...so... If you don't like gays then... ya, please skip.WONDERFUL ARTIST! *claps like mad*
Anyway, i hope to get maybe a GL blouse for the gala.
Friday's going to be a busy day. I forgot if i did say this before but......... 12 i have to show Sushan around CTWN. After that will meet DaiJin to collect my wristband. Then will meet Ichigo itoko and the ouran RP people. YAY! Lastly is the Gala dinner. WHEEE!!!
Hmm.
Oh ya. I wanna comment on something. I don't really like it when people uses other language they are not familiar with and said it like they know it very well. Like some "KAWAII NEHHZ" girls they like to give a japanese name for themselves and keep using the word KAWAII like they really know what it means. <_<. Ok, maybe the japanese name is ok... But... Aishiteru? kawaii? Gambatte? I mean, MOST of them DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO SPELL/ PRONOUNCE gambatte. It's GAMBATTE, not KAMPATEH or KAMBATEH urgh whatever. It make it looks like their language is like.. being misused?
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO KL!!!

Wh00! Going KUala Lumpur tomorrow. Planning on getting some GL clothes for Gala. Wheeeeee!

RIP, CROCODILE HUNTER ='( WE'LL MISS YOU.

I realised something. When i look closely at my neos, I look damn uglei. Well, 3 more memories for today =D I blog again cos I'm bored. Waiting for my itoko ichigo to reply if she can stay overnight tomorrow. YAWNS.
Anyway, on the bus home today, I thought of something.
A bird. It has an owner. The bird is ok with its owner while its owner loved it very very much. So much that the owner attached a string to the bird so that it will not fly away. Sometimes the owner will let the bird out of the cage and let it fly around, but with the strings attached, the bird cannot fly too far. The bird looked into the sky. It wants to soar, just like the other birds in the sky. But no, it can't. The bird can either hope that the string breaks, or wait till the owner set it free.
Well, this is a story about freedom. Think about it.
I know i'm not a good story teller but heck, I just made it up.
ok. Just got my itoko's message. I'll be staying overnight at her house! YOSSHHH! Can watch Air Gear!! Wh333333331!!!!!!!

This is very funny. Everytime i look at it, i'll laugh like shit!
WAHAHAHHAHAhahA!
Came back at 6 from shopping with Sushan, Eileen, Ethel and Jia Qi at Orchard
BELIEVE it. I only spent $3. Record.
Will scan the neoprints real sooon!! >.<