Hullo again. I sent that post in a hurry just now as I was evacuating
the flat. Ok kidding. I was just leaving for dinner. Anyway, seems
like my dad felt the earthquake too! He said "oh no wonder I almost
fell down when working just now. Lmao! Ok people! Doesn't this whole
scene seems overly familiar? Earthquake and haze.. Hmmm...

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Omg is this an earthquake? The freaking sofa was shaking lah!

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Hullo. Sushan's birthday is finally over. Her birthday party at MY
house is finally over. It's one in the morning. This is the first time
in my life, seriously, I have slept after 12 on a school day. Ok bash
me up. No wonder I get lousy grades right?
Don't get me wrong, I really enjoyed the party!
Before I forget, happy 18th sushan! :D

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Rants as again

Ok so today I got mad again. This time at my chem tutor. You see, we
had this time trial and I scored 9/20 for it. As usual, I failed. She
walked to my table and said "why is your result like that?" I had this
urge to say "I'm sorry I'm stupid you know? Unlike your bloody Future-
A student matthew." of cos being the nice little, albeit fat, school
girl that I am, I simple shrugged. And she carried on to ask if I
prepared for the test. I was being honest and said no. And she said
why not. And I was being honest again and said I did prelim papers
instead. She gave me a face and went on telling the class how we
should be doing tys instead of prelim papers. Mind your own bloody
business please. I'm still gonna do well for chem next time. I just
need a lil more time.

I think I know why I'm having bad tempers these few days. It should be
because of the medicine. I can feel it. Rar.

On a happier note, I'll be going for sushan's birthday party... At my
house. ._.

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Sleepyyyy

Omg I'm so sleepy please huuuur. I know I shouldn't be complaining. My
sis woke me up in the middle of the night just to bloody tell me it's
warm. Bloody shit just go down and turn the fan up! Angry shit.
And stupid shitface Jiaqi finally came back to school. That stupid
shitface bloody skipped 3 days of school for some bimbotic reason and
there I was worrying for nothing.
Lack of sleep makes me angry. But non, I won't sleep. I'll complete my
work so I have some more time for dear sushan tmr. Be touched by best
partner! I sacrificed my sleep for you like for the first time.
Sleepily angry day. But thanks for my friends who are always there to
make my day. :) super touched can? My friends are so
caring. :'( sniff. Actually buying sandwich for me cos I was spending
lunchtime chatting with that shitface. Love my spastic friends. :)

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As I flip through my photo albums, I noticed I haven't been developing
my photos since 2007 and how slim I used to be in the photos. Hur. I
feel fat. No more burgers and fries and curry for me. :( no snacking
either! If you caught me snacking, you are free to confiscate it!

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New idea!

Hey guys! I've got a new way to get tanned right inside your house,
for free and with little opportunity cost! You'll just have to, like
me, have a table in front of a window, prefebally one that is not
blocked by another building. It's great! You can study, read a book,
draw, eat and do almost everything you want while getting a tan! Ahhh
the blazing sun. If you see me sunburnt, you'll know why. :)

Anyway, I've discovered a new phrase!
自分の為じゃなくても, 誰かために笑お?
It's from news' smile maker. I'm not sure if the phrase is right, but
I think it means 'if it is not for yourself, who are you smiling for?'
Everyone should smile for themselves. Omg I sound like a nasarcist.

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Recent obsession: ShinEE. Say Shyai-ni.
Onew, key, minho, Taemin and Jonghyun.
Great voices awesome slick dance moves.
Though I can't differentiate between key and jonghyun. Ahahaha. Koreans look alike.
Minho! <3
Woke up at wtf 7am today and waited for my friend... till 8.15 before leaving the house to take the bus with that friend cos AS USUAL, my friend was late. *My friend's name is to be kept anonymous so i wont spoil his/her reputation. Shhh.
Went to _ and walao freaking flooded with SRJC people over there, and none of them are my friends. :( They are somehow or another acquainted to my friend though. .___. Makes me feel so unpopular. :(
Mugged mugged stone stone, till 6.30pm before my friend left for his/her date while I, being that ultimate loner, studied for a while more before leaving.
Because I'm the ultimate loner and the ultimate family girl (sounds wrong), I had dinner with my family at East Coast BurgerKing. OMG imagine. My two days of running... or rather, my 9km of running all gone down the drain, as I now suffer from fat surplus. Yesterday evening I've got a carl's junior set meal OMG AND WE DIDN'T EVEN FINISH THE FRIES LAH cos the guys are noobs. This morning I had Mac breakfast McGriddles with my friend, Popeye's chicken burger set meal with my friend as he/she insisted... and dinner consisting of BBQ bacon tendergrill set meal. OMGOMG. Yes, you are allowed to puke. Even I feel gross. No more burger for the rest of the month! That means, 5 more days before my next burger! Ok kidding.
Can't wait to get back to school.


Guess WHO! (hint: Look at that lousy phone!)

Brand new experience

Hey just got home. Gotta study. Call me Yun-nerd. Thanks. Gotta study
twice as hard. Gotta keep up with him.

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A confirmed failure?

My econs tutor was saying just now how she could tell if one is
studying or not. It is by looking at the physical state of the person.
Is he always happy? Did he slim down or gain weight suddenly? Is he
pale? Pale because of lack of sleep. Omg I mean all teachers are
saying how sleep is not important and we should keep mugging. Absurd.
So I'll be the ultimate loser here cos I don't think anyone sleeps
more than me. In other words, if what my econs tutor said is right,
I'll never pass my alevels unless I don't sleep and look like a
zombie. Aiya I'll just go ite now. At least I can study what I want at
a lower level where I can understand. Haha!
What rubbish. I'm getting at least a B for everything ok! I'll prove
to everyone the assumption is wrong!

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And one more thing, I, for the first time in my life, didn't feel like
eating my lunch and dinner! Le gaspo! D: in a way it's goo for me
since I can't freaking fit into my sec4 hi-tea dress D: Le biiig gaspa!

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Brim of sanity

I've got sweaty palms, feet and face now. I just got mad at my bro for
a stupid reason and went on a rampage. Sorry mom. I'm having severe
moodswings. Could this be... Stress? Or is it because of the booz? Or
because I had 8hrs of sleep? Or the aftermath of the I-hate-indecisive-
stupid-boys situation. Whatever it is, I hate it.
Anyway, returned a lost wallet to a girl today. And I've got Malay
kuehs as a reward! Lucky it's hari raya now! Wahaha!
Tmr's plan would be to study with jayemm at airport and then head down
to ibra's house. Nods nods.

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Boys nowadays are irritating creatures who are ALWAYS indecisive. What
happened?! I thought guys should not be fickled minded! Guys are now
becoming more like girls as the gender roles are blurring. And of cos
vice versa. It's scary. And bloody irritating. Why can't everyone just
give a definite YES or a NO for an answer? Instead of just "dunno see
first" or "not sure" like WTF please. Even a "I'll get back to you by
____" sounds better. Bloody hell people. I shalt never ask those who
are so indecisive anymore. And I bloody mean it. Walao. Wasting my
time, my SMS, my brain power and making me look bloody desperate,
which I am not. Being so enthu can be tiring and annoying.

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My dad is mad I tell ye. He watches PONYO twice a week for a month
already zomg. And he keeps smiling to himself. He likes ponyo alot.
He's always listening to ponyo ponyo song. And he keeps saying PONYO!
And SOUSUKE!

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Immaturity

And so my mom bought two bottles of carlsberg, when I was telling
taiyu three days ago that I would stop drinking. She was like ehhhh
let's celebrate! O.o What for, mom? I think they got nuts.
So Jinwei and me crashed into Edmund's house just now. They were
building their whatever double o gundam while I played left4dead as
edmund gave me tips. I got super heavily criticized can? Walao. I know
I suck loads lah. LOL. At first I was like, ok play til 2pm. But in
the end we stayed til 5.30pm zomg. Over 5hours in the house! Okok.
Must mug super hard from now to 11pm.
Sis showed me the miss singapore interview thingum just now. I managed
to survive til the safari part. I have bloody no idea what in the
world she was trying to say. I mean, they were asking about SAFARI
PRINTS. And she was talking about south Africa WTF? I stopped YouTube
immediately like oompaoompapa. And my mom asked how she managed to be
miss Singapore, which then I scratched my head with her. She's average
looking, and dumb. Hmmm... Ok I'm sorry. But actually, don't you think
she speaks like some of us singaporeans? I'm seriously ashamed by that
interview. Especially since it's posted on YouTube WTF! Ok I shall not
critisize further cos I'm not very the fluent in my the england. Soleh.
Ran 4km today! :D I actually thought I ran pretty fast today. I mean,
fast for my size. Haha.
Bye I will now mug haha!

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Hi

I know this sounds mad and all. And I hope I won't get into any
trouble for saying this, but I think there's this funeral going on
opposite my block and it's playing some creepy songs or chants that
really is super creepy. Especially since it's the seventh month now.
The sound just reminds me of one of the scenes in fatal frame, when
the monk-ghost came out with all his disciples-ghosts. And that was
one of the scariest part of fatal frame. Omgz.

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Blog hops!

Yea, I did a lil bit of blog hopping just now. Now I feel like a
freaking stalker. D< nah. Found out that my eyecandy's going for prom!
Woohoo! Ok, prelim results sucks. People, I know it's difficult, but
try not to ask me how my prelims are ok? I really feel bad. Especially
when I got a freaking U for chem as usual and sy had to rub it in by
saying, "how can you fail? This paper's easy." *slaps! I should just
quit school now. Studying's not for me anyway, I should make use of
resourses. Ok kidding. Ah well, at least I've got a C for math and a D
for physics. I'm gonna work very hard. After visiting ibra's house
next week or so for hari raya, I shall not go out til after As. Unless
to study. Ok. Omg whyjay you can do it. I'm going to stun the whole
school rmb? From 6pts for CT to 80points in As! Wahahaha!

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Sad story

And so today my family and I made a trip down to visit my maternal
grandma at all saints home. I mean, I think it's an old folks home.
But non, I actually saw some girl who is around my sister's age,14,
actually living there. She has an adult physique but mentally, I think
she is only 3months old. She can't speak, she doesn't know what we are
talking about, she can't hold her own spoon, she actually wanted to
eat a plastic fan... It's just so sad. And her parents are not there,
looking after her. I mean, aren't all babies made of love? Where the
hell is it? It's just so sad she can't be there, experiencing family
love and looking at the outside world. Fortunately enough, she was
taken in by the home.

This then made me think about something else. My mom was telling me,
"if studying is called no life, then what is this." It then made me
realized how fortunate we are, to be able to study and enjoy life,
though very little but you are able to smile, cry, be angry, laugh,
and be exposed to many many things. Consider yourself lucky that you
are able to read this post. JC life=no life? Think again.

And here's my final part of my reflection. To suffer from brain damage
since young, what is the purpose of life for these kids? They are just
there, always being taken care of, till they die. In fact, I believe
they have absolutely no idea they exists in this world. The don't know
what existence is. You can spend a lifetime teaching them how to eat
and how to talk, it's not gonna work. You can give them all the love
you have, they won't know what it is. Maybe that is why her parents
abandoned her there. But the question of the day is still their raison
d'etre. I mean sure, killing them when their still a baby is teh
cruelty. But letting them live is a suffering to the baby and probably
the parents. This is complicated rar. D<

My heart hurtz for ze little girl at the home. I really hope it is
possible for her to recover. My heart hurtz.

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wth. Time table's out. My bro doesn't have to go to school on tuesdays. How fortunate. I HAVE LOOONG SCHOOL DAYS! *whines*
But on a happier note I'm dismissed at 11am on tues!
AHHHH I'm so not looking forward to waking up early! GAAAAAAH. I want my rural escape!

Rants

Alright now. This is weird. Why is my blogger like that?!
I am still irritated yes. It's been 5days and mr Lau still hasnt replied to my sms. hurhur.
Irritating. I've been doing the bloody house chores and my LITTLE sis is out there playing/watching movie/lunching with her friends like 5days out of 7days. And it's the same people. How... stupid. I mean, you can see your classmates about 5days in a week during the normal school days and that's not enough? okok, I don't actually mean that I'm sick of my classmates, but I feel people should spend somemore time with their family members instead? and not go out like every 2 days with the same bunch of twitty or bimbotic friends. I just can't stand how my sis is being influenced by them. Urgh so irritating. Her fringe and her frequent stinky attitude. Urgh period!

I.m.very.irritated

Yes I am. What's wrong with everyone? Bloody hell. Forgetting to reply
msgs is bad enough. Ignoring msgs is worse. Don't you guys have any
sense of guilt what so ever? Living in your own bloody world and only
thinking about yourself. You know what? I'm seriously sick of this.
And I am irritated. Do you know how I feel? Yes I feel like a bloody
despo. I'm sick of it. Why the fuck do I act so desperate anyway?

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