Hey. People has been telling me my blog's dead. Ah well.
Hottest topic of the month? A levels. I dont know. Whenever people talks about that, I just get depressed. Maybe it's cos I think I didnt do well?
And the courses I chose. I've been saying that I wanna do engineering cos I thought it might be fun. Well, on the car sometimes, I'll discuss the courses I wanna go with my parents. Then my mom told me something that made me think. She said I wanted to do engineering not because I really really like it. But because I wanna prove that what guys can do, I can too. At first I was like "nooooo, I'm really interested in engineering!" but slowly, I kinda realised that I don't even know what certain engineering courses I wanna get into does. Like, what do we do in there. I guess I was just desperate to get into an engineering course. But what for, if I have no idea what I am supposed to do. So why so desperate? I dont get why either. But I guess maybe what my mom says is right? That I just wanna prove that I can be as strong as guys? Maybe that's why I acted like I can carry super heavy stuff, and doesn't accept help from boys (and strained my wrist ligament in the end HAHA).
So that's why I decided to choose something other than engineering. Something that is more acceptable for females? Like arts courses.
HAHAH.