Like i think i should seriously find something for me to do.
raaaaaaaaaaar like what am i thinking? ehh?
Period sucks.
anyways, presenting...
RAN-DOMS.
1. I think onions are really nice. One of my fave food.
2. My first funeral attended was on 30Mar07.
3. My first conversation with my maternal cousins was on 31Mar07. (Like even though i visit them every year)
4. I think I have "another side" of me when my M comes. *yea i think i'm crazy too*
5. My another side is emo and always sounding despo *omg i'm really crazy*
6. I'm SICK of people who kept commenting on me. Esp when linking my actions to my friends or family.
7. I love my sacred wall andd sacred corner.
8. IF I die, I want to be dressed in a pair of nice tight jeans and Dark green x black T-shirt, with my 4.5years old converse sneakers. I want my MP3, all my manga, my photo collection of Jrockers, my Saiyuki dvd, my cards, my story books, my neoprints, my photo album, photos of my family, my lappie and my 2006birthday boards to be buried with me.
9. I'm proud of my 132 manga collection, not including the pokemon ones.
10. I'm craving for Bandito, ice cream, cadbury chocolate, kinder bueno, pasta, chicken rice, roasted chicken, whipped potato, french fries, spicy ramen, tori karaage, Tori Katsu Curry, Tori Katsu don,

Sorry if i scared some of you (^.^);; I found a new twitish pose so i decided to try it out... err... not supposed to turns out like this but erm... (^.^);;
HEYHEY! Sorry for the SUPER emo post 2 days ago. It's just some dumb thoughts and it turns out to be my hormones acting only (a.k.a Moodswings). Yea, IT came today. TT^TT at 9am, when i suddenly woke up from cramps. Damn you i wanna sleep sommore!! (>.<) The pains of a woman. Peipei~

Ahem. Random mutterrings here. Skip it.
solikeifeelsolonelynowreally.andit'slikedoesanyonecare? yea,therearepeoplewhocares. butdoireallyhavetosounddesposothatpeoplewillstarttonoticeme? ahwelliguess. ifeellikeadespoyouknow? goingaround,alone,ahheck,idoubtifanyonenoticesanyway. everyoneisgoingoff, everyonefoundtheirfriends,sitdown,haveachat. Me? isitanywhere,andjustlistentopeopletalk. nobodylistenswhenispeak, ohwait. didtheyevennoticei'mthere? *rollseyes* what? doireallyhavetoPLEADandBEGforpeopletonoticeme? forpeopletotalktome? it'slikewhattheshitseriously. doesmyclosefriendsevenreadmyblogandknowmydailylife, knowallmyupsanddowns? what?dotheyonlycometomeonlywhentheyhaveabiiiigfightwiththeirclosestfriend? i'mtheirSUBSTITUDE? afterthey'reok, forgetaboutme? look,don'tisounddespo? BOOHOO! nobodyevennoticedi'maloneseriously. theycareaboutthemselves.
My mom's real mom is going to pass away... I'm ... quite shocked. This is my first time experiencing death... I'm scared... Really really scared.

I know my period will start soon. Know why? I'm starting to get emo! D:
Urgh! All these unnecessary thoughts just flooded my mind. Can you all just get out?! *kills thoughts*
I've been occupying my brain with useless thinkings, esp when I see certain... uhm, scenerios.
And I'm starting to not care about others. Ignorant, yea.
I'm starting to miss home, even when i'm only in school.
I'm starting to have low ego. It's BAAAD, trust me. The feeling of wanting to just lock yourself in your house and not get out and face the world. BAD.
Might be the STRONG medicine Doc gave. Made my head blank... uhm, as in... I dunno... Like making me think today was a dream. Everything was a dream. Everything i did, i see, i heard are just sth i imagined. OMYGOSH SOMEONE HELP ME!
I think my brain's burning. I really really need a week off.

http://yaplog.jp/cv/176biz-setsuki/img/179/photo_t.jpg
http://yaplog.jp/cv/176biz-setsuki/img/179/photo_t.jpg
:O
Secchi!! WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR HAIR?!! (TT^TT)
It's GOLD now (TT^TT)
I prefer Tara's hair. SO CUTE OMG!
ahem.

*off to school*

Sigh, I am like, trapped at home :O
Hate this stupid stupid cough. It made my stomach cramp everytime i cough! Oh poor poor me. (=.=)
Ah wells, Mrs Yap called my mom on fri. About the files.(I don't bother about files)
So my mom promised Mrs Yap i will hand in... ON MONDAY. which is tomorrow. (-.-)
And i haven't completed a single file, my worksheets are all over my messy messy room. So i have to redo much of it. (-.-)zzZ
Sigh I missed the hols. I miss Sec2. <3
Great. Ventolin made me shiver. How can i write?!

SICK!
Before:

After:

Apparently, the medcine i had from the first clinic does not work AT all. In fact, it made me cough more.
Today parents took me to the braddell one. That is better. Gave 6 types of medicine. @_@
Sorry JiaQi Eileen and Xing Yun for coming all the way to my house to do project and i had to abandon it halfway to seek medical help T^T

Ytd evening was fun! Movie at Vivo with Cousins! <3
Ate at a "high-class" Jap resturant. I was unprepared. So didn't get much stuffs ytd xD. Had Tori Katsu Curry! Oishii!




















Yep, Watched TMNT! OH IT IS LOVE! Recommended.
Ya'll like my new headphone? ^^

Dad's confiscating my wireless again. Sigh.
Siiiiiiigh
My common tests results is just so so so bad.
English: 16/30
Emath: 21/40
Chem: 25/40
rrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaar!! I will study hard!
*walks around alone*
sigh.

Watching TMNT with cousins on friday! Oh i can't wait! <3

Seriously, i shouldn't be online.
I should be studying. Yep, i'm a nerd so sue me. I don't mind being called a nerd if that's what's going to make me a successful woman in the future (:
Sigh ): Can't PE tmr. Chest pain, cough, flu, throat infection. That's what doc told me. But i wonder, is this really me thinking too much? xq said if sometimes you are not really sick, it's just that you're thinking too much. :/ Mom says it's because i have an inherited illness called allergic Rhinities and plus i did not have enough sleep. My grandma says I cannot cry alot. (=.=) Which i think it's kinda true cos whenever i have a biiiig fight with my parents i'll fall sick soon.

In love with GazettE once again.
hope i can meet Charizard soon~ I wanna my songs! <3 And lending her my prescious mags <3

Ah wells, I'm sick.
Maybe it's just me thinking too much.
THEN WHAT THE FISH IS A PILE OF USED TISSUE PAPER DOING BESIDE ME?!

Was a fun day ytd!
In the morn went to "support" ethel in css. I said "support" cos in the end it rained or sth like that and they postponed it. Ah well.
After that dad fetch me to "repair" my mp3. That person said my mp3 is a "dinosaur". Hey it might be 4 years old but i loved it. And i said "repair" cos it's the headphone's problem. =.= SO MALU!!!
Anyway, bought a very cool headphone. BIG one. <3 it oooh~
After that went to chinatown to meet Itoko~ Hah. And we headed to Orchard Borders. She bought Howl's moving castle figurines! And we went to Clarke Quay! <3
Went to the VCD shop (BOUGHT DRAGON ZAKURA VCD <3), Kino, then to medi-ya. Soon, Charizard arrived. Ahahaha. And we went to Central mall to eat pepperlunch. Fan-girled there with Charizard~ And I mean REAL fangirl.*coughcough* Cos we're screaming in the restuarant. Esp when i found out that Maya's a guy. =.= And Bands like D and Vidoll has no girl. =.= So dumb can.
Soon Silcyn came~! And chatted lor. After eating, we headed to Liang Court again~ looked through mags. Spent a long time there and headed home at 9. Tired day ne! I've only finished reading the first page of the Bio chapter.

It's so unfair can?
Why do parents have to take it out on their eldest children when they're not feeling ok?
I don't see what's going on in their mind.
Why? Is it wrong to go out?
And it's not like i went out EVERYDAY since the holidays. *rolls eyes*
And they claimed so.
WHY CAN'T THEY JUST APPRECIATE THE DAYS I SPENT AT HOME?
And it's not like they are there with us when i'm at home. What do i have to do at home? Take care of my younger siblings? Baby sit them? Spoon feed them? I don't think so. So what's the diff? We had a maid anyhow. She can take care of them, and it's not like they need it anyway.
So it doesn't make a diff if i'm at home or not. So why the f* are they complaining?
At least i ate dinner with them everyday except for two days. And it's only 2 days out of so many freaking days. That's not enough? So what do they want? Me to be at home and to be with them 24 hours a day, 7days a week and 365 days a year?
And plus it's the holidays ok? I'm supposed to be relaxing. So what the fuck is their problem?
Mom cried and scolded my bro for FORGETTING to go for his tuition just now. She said that we don't care about our studies blabla when it's so damn fucking obvious that is just plain forgetfulness? Is it wrong to be forgetful? If so, i should be excuted long long ago.
They have been scolding me for the TINIEST thing these few days. From my attitude to me wearing slippers and PE clothings to Parkway Parade. Firstly, if they want to comment on my attitude, they should look at themselves first. They should actually look at the way they talked to their parents. IF THEY CAN ARGUE WITH THEIR PARENTS, WHY CAN'T I? Especially when I'm not in the wrong. Like, they can't listen to what i wanna say. They'll think that I'm arguing back. Like what the fuck cos I have to be scolded for things that they aren't clear of? What the fuck.
Can someone please tell me what to do? I'm really in a loss. I don't know how to tell them without getting ourselves into an argument. I do not wish for an argument.

I'M SORRY!! I COULDN'T HELP IT!!! He's my AIJIN~ （愛人） >.< *pokes at blogskin*
So, you guys like it? (or love, maybe?)

Went to do proj in the morn. As usual, i was the first to arrive. damn. My lappie hibernated after 5mins which is like... (=.=) So i went home and emailed them the proj. Crazy luh.
Then brought my sis and my bro to orchard. My sis is seeing the orthorologist (?) to get her braces done. they added a coiled up wire...
Then i brought them to eat at Long John's Silver. And send them off to the mrt.
I then walked to PS. Waited for a long time for the ladies. JiaQi Jasmine Eileen Yenteng. hurhur. They decided to buy sth from flash and splash for ht. xD
Then yt went to meet her pri school friends which like, 40% of them are North Vista pupils. xD Nice one.
Then the rest of us walked to the Cathay and booked the tix. Eileen and Jas so nice, chatted with me and jq while we waited for ss. Hahah. gossiped and chatted alot. It was fun. :)
Finally ss came. She was on time xD
Watched haunted school. Dumb lah. Not recommended.
After that walk walk. Went to Orchard again. Took neos. Went to all the Urban male shops there and look at the HAWT guys. >///< Yea, we have nth better to do.
And i went home first.

It feels great when people commented on your fanfic ne?
I feel great! ^^
I feel...
FAT! ):
I'VE SINNED!!! I ATE ALOT OF SWEET STUFFS!!! WWAAAAAAAAAIIIIIII!!! (TToTT)
I'm waiting for my body to excrete everything out.
Sigh. Bio today was... (-.-;)
Went under the hot sun to collect flowers and in the end we didn't use it.
Told ya i was allergic to the sun. Now my hand's itching like shit.
*whistle*
Now that i have FINISHED my nobuta wo produce series, it's back to "castle in the air" <3
Yamashita is 彰，　Reita is 亮。　*laughs* RANDOM!!! [Both letters read Akira]
BYE BYE-CICLE!

I knew it. Kamenashi is from KAT-TUN. No wonder he looked so familiar.
By the way...
NEEEEEEEEY I'M BEING CHEATED!!!! TT^TT
MY NOBUTA WO PRODUCE DVD CAN'T BE WATCHED AT THE END!!!
AT THE END I SAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!
TT^TT
Where Akira and Shuuji transferred, leaving Kotani behind... And when Akira was explaining halfway, TEH DVD DIED!!!!!!! LIKE WHATTHESHIT!!!!
&)*#&$)@*#&)(*$&(#*$&(#&)#(*&)!#*(&$)(#!*$&
Meh. MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH!!! SCREW YOU DVD. PLUS YOUR ENG SUBTITLES SUCKED!!!! PUUUIIII! So many errors. >:(
I'm gonna watch it again i don't care!
wait for me!

/emo part: Do not read if you're uninterested/
Ah wells, I'll usually get sendimental and will think alot after watching those crazy dramas.
Ah well. What is love?
Love is...
Love is...
My family
Girlfriends
4e1
14th division
Ouran RP
Manga
Magazines
Music
Novels
h.NAOTO
fan-girling with people i love
when i feel happy
when i spend time with people i love
memories, be it bad or good
peace
when everyone is happy
doesn't need a partner
doesn't need a crush
is pure
makes your heart pounds faster and slower at the same time
is an indescribable feeling
feels great <3

WHAT IS THIS?! GAZETTE RELEASED A NEW SINGLE ALR?! AFTER A MONTH?! DO THEY WANT US TO BE BROKE?! ah yes. This must be it. Their intentions. (>.<)
Shit. This will be one of those periods where I'll get super engrossed in my novel.
Sigh. Don't you just love Diana Wynne jones' fantasy novels? It's just so good!
Oh. Bought two DvDs ytd. hmms. Bought Detective Conan live action movie and Nobuta wo produce! Oh I can't wait to watch!

Hikikomori days for me again! <3

/update/
Marry me, Tomohisa Yamashita~ DORKY LOVE!

What i did ytd.
Morning at 8AM met the girls at Kovan Macs to do project. Oh wow. Sat there for around 3 hours to do project. Then Jess and Meiyi came. Both of them went to my house to study. Hur. Yepp, we did great study together ^^. Ah. At 4.15 we left the house and i went to meet itoko <3 Did Kino-shopping!! <3
Went to orchard, taka の kinokuniya. Bought 3 manga and one novel : Howl's moving Castle. (My series is complete! ^^) Dinner-ed at Crystal jade. AND WE WALKED TO CLARKE QUAY!!! omg lah. my suggestion ^^. 1 hour of walking! But it was fun. we set off at 6.55. Reached there at 7.45. Nice one? I thought so. 55mins. Went to the kinokuniya there (told ya it was kino-shopping). Bought Kera Mag. <3 Miku + GazettE + hiroto inside <3
Random pics taken ytd.

















Oh. And did i mention i like h.NAOTO clothings? omg they're so nice! :D~
[url=http://translate.google.com/translate?hl=en&sl=ja&u=http://ses.s-inc.com/&sa=X&oi=translate&resnum=4&ct=result&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dh.NAOTO%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DG]<3[/url]
[url=http://translate.google.com/translate?hl=en&sl=ja&u=http://ses.s-inc.com/&sa=X&oi=translate&resnum=4&ct=result&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dh.NAOTO%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DG]<3[/url]
[url=http://translate.google.com/translate?hl=en&sl=ja&u=http://ses.s-inc.com/&sa=X&oi=translate&resnum=4&ct=result&prev=/search%3Fq%3Dh.NAOTO%26hl%3Den%26sa%3DG]<3[/url]

First part of pics. Going to nap now.