Ahem. Random mutterrings here. Skip it.
solikeifeelsolonelynowreally.andit'slikedoesanyonecare? yea,therearepeoplewhocares. butdoireallyhavetosounddesposothatpeoplewillstarttonoticeme? ahwelliguess. ifeellikeadespoyouknow? goingaround,alone,ahheck,idoubtifanyonenoticesanyway. everyoneisgoingoff, everyonefoundtheirfriends,sitdown,haveachat. Me? isitanywhere,andjustlistentopeopletalk. nobodylistenswhenispeak, ohwait. didtheyevennoticei'mthere? *rollseyes* what? doireallyhavetoPLEADandBEGforpeopletonoticeme? forpeopletotalktome? it'slikewhattheshitseriously. doesmyclosefriendsevenreadmyblogandknowmydailylife, knowallmyupsanddowns? what?dotheyonlycometomeonlywhentheyhaveabiiiigfightwiththeirclosestfriend? i'mtheirSUBSTITUDE? afterthey'reok, forgetaboutme? look,don'tisounddespo? BOOHOO! nobodyevennoticedi'maloneseriously. theycareaboutthemselves.
My mom's real mom is going to pass away... I'm ... quite shocked. This is my first time experiencing death... I'm scared... Really really scared.