Pig sty

I just realized how messy my room is. Can't stand it. I've migrated my
homework to my bro's study table. Well he doesn't study anyway. Now
how I wish I were him. I hate studying. If my parents allow me to quit
school now I will gladly. I have a dream and it does not require me to
study. No, not to become an artiste, not to become a chauffer. I wanna
be a Barista or a pattisuer. (I think that's how you spell it.) well,
I'm stuck studying for the sake of my parents. Get to the uni and
probably into aerospace engineering which is my initial ambition.
Ah well, that aside. Morning run like 6.30am with Jiaqi tmr! :D
wheeee! Hope I can run like 6km tmr.

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And so everything returned to normal. Not that it's not normal from
the start but... Guess there won't be any interesting stuffs that will
be happening soon. Life is so boring. And well what can one expect
from JC life? Gossips, gossips, rumours, updates, gossips, Ahahahaha,
gossips. What else manz? Homework? We'll always try not to talk about
it. My life should be more exciting. That's it. I'm having my rural
escape soon. Maybe learn driving and by next year I could drive a
couple of people to port dickson and revamp the apartment there. Then
stay there for 3 days more to tan and play volleyball, yes. Maybe a
few days off to KL for clubbing? Ok I dream too much.

Anyway, visited my maternal granny today. She looks alot weaker
compared to the last time I saw her, maybe a few months ago? She
looked dazed, probably unaware of her surroundings. Probably even
forgotten who we are. But it's ok. I'll still visit her. I'll still
spend time with her, trying to make her laugh. She's the one who
brought up my mom afterall. Without her I wouldn't have an amazing mom
now. Haha!

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Updating again. I'm going to do something crazy for the night which I
never did during the past eighteen years of my life. And the thing is,
it wouldn't take up any energy at all. (definition of energy: capacity
to do work) Yes. I am going to sleep without my blanket. If you don't
see me in school tmr, it probably means I've froze to death and yes
I'm just exaggerating.

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End of the night

So the actual day of my birthday is actually quite normal, with
breakfast at kfc and dinner at a Korean restaurant with my family. So
like in between I was taking a nap and studying. And yea, I started
the day feeling pissed cos I was abruptly woken up by my brother and
my dad. I hate people poking me or waking me up violently when I'm
having my deep sleep, especially if I drank the night before. D< and
when I had 7hours of sleep! D<< so the night ended with taiyu passing
me my present just now. Haha! Ah wells. To tell the truth, I am
disappointed in some people. It's hurting when your close friends knew
it's your birthday, forget about even being personally wishing me, and
not even bothered to send a simple SMS. Maybe I'm expecting too much.
It's also hurting when the friends you thought you are close with
forgot about your birthday. Ok fine I think I really expected too
much. How dumb can I be? Darn. Everyone's busy with their own lives
now. I'm fortunate enough to have wonderful friends who bothered to do
so much for me! I mean, chengshen at least showed up for a while
before going for his movie, Manfred came even though he didn't want
to, sushan and jess baked a cake and handmade my presents!, peiyi came
even though her darling is not feeling well, theo Joel came to the
movies even though he knew he'll get scolded, siangyew tried to come
but fell sick... And so much more. Thanks to all these people. And
people who bothered to send a simple SMS. I love you guys more than I
love my er... Erm... Collection of manga! And of cos my family. :D
especially my parents who stayed up till 11pm or 1am just to wait for
me to get home.

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18th year on earth

It was wonderful, the dinner today. I am and very grateful for each
and everyone of you guys. You made my 18th year so memorable. We
counted down in the train. Haha! But the funny thing is, instead of
taiyu walking me home, I walked him home cos he is super scared of
cockroaches like LOL please. Thanks people! I really love you guys so
much! Thanks for putting in so so so much effort, especially jess and
sushan. :D really love love love you guys so much. Jess, sushan,
peiyi, taiyu, Manfred, bear bear, eileen, Jiaqi, Samuel and Ethel. <3
and get well soon neosiangyew.
And of cos not forgetting my current classmates whom I had movie date
with yesterday. Meiqi, crystal, ibra and Joel. Have fun in camp
rebecca! Haha!

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Fighting

So then yesterday after econs we rushed home, changed and met again at
vivo. Actually, we were supposed to watch the haunting. But we missed
the timing, to crystal and meiqi's relief. So we watched fighting
instead. Quite ok. I mean, it doesn't have a storyline in my opinion.
Like, a real plot. But they managed to make me want to know what is
going to happen next. Or maybe it's because I'm fasinated by Harvey's
way of talking. Haha! I'll give it 3 stars for the fightings, though
it's kinda short.

After the movie went to bnj for ice cream. Walao that girl's attitude
stinks like mad ok? Not only does she not smile, she bloody slamed my
cup onto the table and not said even the basic thank you when I passed
her the money. Bloody asshole. And she chased us out after we sat down
on the seats. The thing is, there are other huuuuuge groups in the
shop and she didn't chase them out cos she claimed they bought the
food earlier than us. WTF! And all we have is one small sized single
scoop ice cream?! Can't she bloody use her common sense? How long do
we need to eat a single scoop ice cream?! And hur, the irony is, I saw
the certificate of good service awards displayed at the counter. Hur,
apparently the judges haven't met her.
Ah well moving on, we went to the playground to play. Damn fun. And
finally took the train together. Reached home at 11plus. Bathed, did
two maths questions, slept at 12.

Today is a new day. :)

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Retail therapy

And so, went shopping with mommy<3 after school. At vivo. At the end
of the trip, my legs were aching and I couldn't stand properly. Not
exactly because I walked alot, but because of the run ytd. Hoho. And
and and!!! I downgraded my siZe!!! From XL to an M for esprit like omg
omg? And I can fit into M for zara too omg omg? Ok I know I sound
totally like a bimbo now. Well, maybe I am 22.15% bimbo. Hurhur.

My back and ankle is aching like mad pls. Who is nice enough to give
me a nice massage? 8D

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I know this is very anticlimax but there were a few language error in
my previous post. If you managed to find it, just shut up ok? Haha!

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Couldn't make it

I am upset. Yes I am with myself. Yes, I wasn't able to complete 16km
in 105mins. Yes I completed 15, 2 more than my previous. But I am
upset and I think that I'm weak. I am upset I am upset I am upset. I
know many thinks this is just another minor thing in my life. But no,
I treat this event very seriously. Not only because for every round I
ran I know I'll add another dollar to charity, not only because I want
to proof to everyone and myself I can do it, but also because I want
to experience the feeling of accomplishment. I know I suck at
studying, I couldn't even play once during volleyball nationals, I
can't do lots of stuffs. I thought I could at least finish 16km. But I
guess it slipped off my hands yet again. I am very upset.

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Time: 3.26pm

Right. So I slept for 7hours today and I feel sleepy now. Seriously
I'm super pressured ok. Everyone in my class is surviving with not
more than 6hrs a day and me?! Half dead with 7hours. It's not like I
want it or sth. But the sleeping dust kept getting into my eye. Rar.
Is there a remedy for this?!
Will run time trial tmr. Walao. I'm just going to be jogging there
while my friends can just overtake me like a gazillion times. I will
be paiseh tmr. But nevertheless I'll still be aiming for 16km tmr. I
really hope I can do it siiiia. People, if you see me, pls cheer me
on. Say something like YOU ARE BLOODY AIMING FOR 16KM! So why are you
jogging like my great grand ah ma?! Something like that thanks!

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Time: 5.31

Hah. Got up 30mins earlier, aka 5am, to study. So far I've only
written 3 lines. But hey! I've changed into my uniform. Well, I guess
I felt a little guilty and woke up a lil earlier cos I heard shobana's
surviving with one or two hours of sleep everyday and meiqi around 3?
Damn scary can? I thought my 7hours of sleep is bad enough! D: manz I
can never ever do that luh.

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And so today I shall finally post pictures!

A week ago, I found two uber cute cans of beer. I'm not cute-resistant. So I bought it! 

And so you can compare the size of the beer to your daily objects.

  

Cute yea?

Oh and I randomly draw a spider on my chem tutorial! I think it looks ok. HAHA!

JQ wanted me to email her the pictures we took on Taiyu's birthday. But I think I shall post it instead cos I dont have everyone's email address!

WARNING: N00b and lousy photography ahead. I'm sorry for being so lousy. ): Blame Taiyu's sparkly shirt too!






























Hah. That's all for today. 

I was ransacking my wardrobe today to find my past neoprints. But alas, I can't find it. Instead, I realised I unknowingly kept my prized possessions in a box! D: D: How n00b.

Here are some things I've realized, in the box of treasures:

1. Su Shan always sign off as "the cute one" in her letters.

2. Jia Qi and Xiaoqi always start of with "To blur yj/ber"

3. I'm finally matured enough to understand the christmas letter yenteng gave me on 2007.

4. Su Shan can't draw birds.

5. The only male letter I have in the box is Zuming's.

6. I have a stitch album which I just remembered I bought from Japan. D: And I was going to buy another photo album. HAHA!

7. I don't really keep in contact with many of the people I used to be close to: GFs + Tszlam, Jasmine Lee.

There was one I found quite amusing. Su Shan wrote in one of her letters : Pls have crushes and not eye candies. 

LOL RIGHT!? 

Ahhh Can't think of anything more. 

Eye candy~

I've got an adidas watch today woohoo! My first real watch in 8years!
Haha!
Nathson's "surprise" celebration well, didn't go so well. I suck. :(

And Manfred did a bad job, again. And to think he's the main organiser this time and he wasn't even present during the surprise. Pro lor. 

You know how somehow when you're on the bus alone or stoning, you'll tend to reflect on your life and suddenly you have this urge to blog about what you've been thinking?

Well, that's what i did. But somehow, the things I wanna say always slips off my mind after I opened this page. 

Damn, I wanna run run run and traaaaaaaaain. 

Can't stop smiling when I think of you, when I read your sms-es, when you're in front of me... I don't think I like you in that way but what is it?

The grass is always greener at the other side

Yep, so I was walking to the bus stop after so called training, alone,
just now. I was thinking, how nice it would be if my mom could just
pick me up everyday like Joel's. I wouldn't have to walk alone and
take the bus alone everyday. (I know, sad) but I rmb how I used to say
my parents are such a pain and not giving me freedom. Tsk. Life's
never perfect.

On a side note, I ran 6km again today with eileen! <3 I guess I'm a
lil addicted to running now. :) well, though I can't run that fast.
Running 10km next Monday! Woohoo can't wait! :D

I'm not so affected anymore cos I'm diverting my attention to my
eyecandy! :D

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No tau huey dates today. But I ran 6km non stop today! :D albeit I
went to take my mp3 halfway. My longest run this year. Aiming for 16km
for will run. :) probably running another 6km tmr with eileen. :)

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Tau huey dates for today: Siang yew eileen Jiaqi and Samuel.
My iPhone has been exploited by them. It was about 7 and they went to
eat tau huey to lure me into their trap. Evil people tsk tsk.
Training is not as fun now as it was. I suck. It's alot of pressure.
Mah! But heck, my juniors are tres cute! :D cute cute junior
volleyballers. Manz.
I guess I will run about 4km tmr. Hahz. I'll just lag behind meiqi
like one million laps and everyone will just point their fingers and
go like "that fat loser can't run for nuts ha ha ha ha!"
Ah well. Everyone in my class is aiming for 16km on will run! Woo! I
guess that can be my motivation! Jiayou! 16kmmmmmmmm! Vroom vroom!

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Ok so I deleted my previous post. Don't wanna cause any awkwardness
between anyone. I mean it's leisure after all. But still, I would
prefer if Cherlene can take down the post, although I know it meant no
harm and it's directed at two fictional characters. But who am I to
force her right? Haha.

So school was ... Well. Normal. Plus our new routine! That is.. To eat
tau huey! So my dates for today are ibra and William! Lucky lucky
girl. Omg LOL. Kidding. They're a bunch of fun people to hang out
with. Yeea. I've been having tau huey dates since last thurs!
Wahahaha. Tau huey's the love.

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3rd post

Fine fine. I know this is my third time potsting. And I'm sorry. And
I'm sorry, again, for posting emo stuffs. Hur. Can't help it. And as
sushan will say, it's the hormones dammit. Rar. But anyway, I did feel
better after blog reading after a few weeks. Thankfully, the blogs
I've read are all cheery and that made me happy! And there was one
post by bex that I agree with. That is, SRJC is not a bad place. I
mean, seriously. Which school has more caring teachers than ours (not
counting my chem teacher)? Which school has friendlier school mates
than ours? I mean, we can just randomly wave to some people and they
will just wave back! Which school has a crazier principal than ours?
(remember that assembly he randomly told us to stand up and dance the
college dance?) our school may be the lousiest (that I don't deny),
may be the smallest and the ugliest, may not have many facilities...
But heck, I still enjoyed myself. Especially volleyball and 2s04 and a
lil here and there, these people made me love the college even more.
It's just that I hate studying. >(
Alright, I shall stop posting. I hope that srjcians reading this post
will appreciate the school more. :)
I'm lucky to be from a neighbourhood school.

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生きてるただそれだけで

Life's just unfair and full of obstacles. Be strong.

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I can't seem to concentrate. This sucks. Hormones please go away.

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So I visited Mind cafe today with some of my ex-school mates, though
Sam is still my school mate, but anyway! A few months ago bex told me
about it and my first thought was: omg a geek haven. Like naturally
you'll find all the school teams there. But non, other than the
horrible smell at the entrance and the warm cola, it is a nice place
to hang out. We went hiiigh and I think i'm losing my voice. Erhem.
Maybe I am a school team. Erhur.

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Sadz

Volleyball camp is cancelled. SadZ sadz. And I was looking forward to
it! It was changed to normal match. Darn. They said it was because the
camp was not approved by MOE yet. Darn. Darn the bloody H1N1 shit.
This sucks big time. I might not even get to go overseas after the As.
Or worse, maybe can't even step out of the house. Let's all hope the
virus won't mutate into some bloody killer.
Was talking to crystal swee about her trip to DBSK concert in Bangkok.
Wth like she queued in front of the hall since bloody 9am! She is
siao. She and her mom. But they were rewarded with front row seats!
Darn. Wait for me, NEWS! >D

心はHurtz 傷痛んだ。

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There're some things I suddenly want to do.
•Rollerblading
•Trip to night safari/zoo
•Kino shopping
•Baking
Manz. Especially the first two. It's been a while. :( I was reading my
email a while ago. Saw the kino newsletter. Omg pls so many
interesting titles. Makes me want to spend hours in kino like how I
used to... When I wasn't in JC. New titles like The Angel's Game look
pretty interesting. But I dunno, I'm 18. Should I still be reading
mystery novels like some secondary school kid? Somehow I think non-
fiction and maybe romance suits 18 year olds. Ah well.

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Test test. Imma blogging now using my iPhone~ the weather's nice
today. My legs're itching to run but my mom forbids! :( :( manz and
she keeps complaining about my flabby arms and bulging tummy and
thunder thighs. Sigh. Moms... You'll never know what is on their mind.
They are complicated mood swing creatures meow.

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YUNJIA

Heeeeeeeeeeeey! This week's been pretty busy. Hur, busy woman! urhurhur!
Some Aliens invaded my house on friday to take over my Wii and X-box. Hur. Had a great time though, with the Aliens. :D
Had college day yesterday. Boring like omg the dinner was the horror. Left early with ht and headed to taiyu's party. Saw Nathson and Manfred there. LMAO their faces were horrible dudez. Their faces were freaking red pls after drinking half a bottle of booze. LeMAO. I cracked up. Left at about 12plus. Sprinted home. Great exercise. I lost 20kg cos of that.
Today, CIP with Eileen. OMG the boat is infested with the school team. All the freaky geeks. And wasted my bloody time. A normal trip takes at most 1 hour. TODAY WAS freaking 3HOURS! All because the two people with lisence drove at i think, 1knot?! Freaking slow lah and they took detours for nothing. Bloody hell this is not sight seeing ok. Ok, enough of the boaters. The other two national players from tpjc was bloody full of themselves. Those bloody scouts were freaking sarcarstic luh. I buey song the geeks wannabe! And as I was saying, the trip took 2hours longer than usual and I got bloody roasted lah. This is equivilent to me going sentosa. My dad was super shocked at my blackened face.
Joke of the day: I've got sunburnt from doing CIP.