Otaku... Revived! >D

Yes I feel like an otaku now hurhur. I don't mind staying at home all
day and read read read watch watch watch play play play. Ohonoho.
Maybe it's hikikomori. *nods*

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Haji Lane :)

I'm using lappie again!

So the title says.
Luckily it didn't die in the cupboard. I'm sorry lappie, I've kept you in the dark and made you suffer. And MY GAWD. When I opened it up after a few months, the keyboard was bloody YELLOW in colour. Yes, from white to yellow. Yes, i wonder how that happened... IN THE CUPBOARD.
A levels unofficially ended woohooooooO! like yesterday. But I had so so so so so many things to do I totally didn't bother blogging.
And so after the paper, caught up with Eileen and played basketball with some random people plus two bonus eyecandies! HOHOHO. Reluctantly left after 1hour or I'll be late for shopping with classmates + Lisha!
So got home, vrooooom got ready in 1hour! (I spent 20mins searching for my storybook which was in the toilet. =.=) Thought I'll be late, which i was (5mins). BUT Meiqi was later. HOHOHO!
Anyway, the shopping trip wasn't that, ahem, productive cos there were guys etc etc and they didnt really try on any clothes etc etc. Ah well, shopped til 6 and went bugis to meet yenteng! Dinnered together and shopped at bugis! Bought soft shoes and socks! Comfyyyyy! Got home at 10. Watched Saiyuki with sis, omg saiyuki love! And caught up with Vampire Knights til 1am. Have to wake up at 6 today to help parents watch over the company. YAWNZ. Ah well, I'm cho-happy!
$50 gone yesterday. How am I supposed to survive my holidays? :(

Still can't decide whether I should wear my 3-inch heels to prom. Suggestions? Omg I sound like a bimboooooo!

Still can't study

Yea. It's 5pm now and I've only completed 2 bloody chem mcqs.
Rar, just can't concentrate!

Neway, watched 'The hills have eyes' ytd. A movie on mutated people.
Bloody sick and gory pls. (pun not intended) in the opening, they were
showing pictures of mutated people as a result of nuclear testing
WHILE playing happy songs! WTF!
Didn't really like the movie though the concept is kinda original.
First it's sick. Second, I can guess what is going to happen. No thrill.
Ah well.

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Bummed

I dunno. It just seems like i've lost the energy to study. After a
paper I'll just get home, play left for dead, laze around, watch
penguin dad and then start studying at 10pm. To maybe 11. But I'm tired.
My volleyball junior, Jackson, keeps saying "see you next year". Well,
maybe. Haha! But I certainly hope not. Though I keep wanting to study,
I just can't bring myself to. It's such a chore. I just can't bring
myself to love studying.

You know I realized guys are such egoistic and narcarssic creatures.
They go ME ME ME FTW! Not that girls aren't. But guys go a longer way
to show how 'good' they are. Guys go like "Im so handsome" all the
time! Openly! D: and they like to go like "oh there's exams today?
Oooo I didn't know" and guess what they freaking passed. Yes, they are
probably closet muggers. They act like they didn't know about any
tests so that if they scored badly, at least they have an excuse. And
and! They think they are never in the wrong. They go around blaming
everyone and everything but themselves when they did something wrong.
Maybe something like "oh you know it was so bloody cold in the hall,
that's why I couldn't score well." or "oh actually I know how to do
this question. It's just that I ... Well ... I hurt my leg." get my
point? Well, sometimes it does get onto my nerves.

Ok nightie!

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Omg few days left!

I can't wait! Orchard this weekend! Can finally stock up my manga, buy
my books, take a look at DrMartens... Well that's about all. Can't wait!

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But on the happier note, kino sales starts on 19th and ends on 22nd!
Omg can't wait!

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Lonleh

And so here I am, home alone. You know. I got tricked by my mom, well,
unintentionally. Yesterday night she was asking me if I'll be home
after papers *today cos she might be having lunch alone at home. Those
who knows me know I won't leave my mom alone so I agreed. This
morning, to my surprise, she was in her office clothes!

So I said, mom, are you going somewhere later? She said yup, to the
office. So I said, but didn't you said you'll be home alone today?
What about lunch with me? She said, oooh I'll be back before lunch.

So I kinda got suspicious. But still living life normally. So after my
paper I called her and she said she was on her way to fetch me. Ok, so
I waited 30mins for her to fetch me... to the bank, where she told me
to run some errands. Deposit checks and what nots. Wah thanks. Then
drove me home. Got my lunch from the mall opposite. She didn't even
eat with me lah! Oh and not only that, she left when I was eating
halfway to have lunch with my dad. Power ttm. Tricked me successfully!
Now I'm alone at home and feeling lonely! :( while she is STEEL out
with my dad.
My life... Is sad.

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Sinus.

This sucks. I'm going into hibernation mode! Before, it was ok for me
to sleep for 6hrs. Now? 9hours is not even enough. Help!

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Nine more days til partial freedom!

The title speaks all! :D can't wait! My Dr Martens!

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Hello I'm bored

Can't panic now. Therefore I shall relax. Hence I'm now bored. Did 1.5
chem paper and 1physics paper. Today's quite productive! :D

Shall attempt to read the all important ECONS! Yay!

Anyway, these are some of my random thoughts for today.
You know what? I'm actually homesick! Spending hours and hours in
school every bloody day, cept Sunday. Can't go home cos I know I'll
sleep and wake up all grumpy. And school has lots of on-the-go lecture
books! :D just grab some random passing teacher or top scorer and bam!
You'll get an answer! So convenient!

And! I think my sis is having her rebellious period! D: she gets angry
at every bloody thing, easily too! Rar! Makes me sad and angry. :
( whyyyy? I'm so nice to her! And she's always angry with me! My
brother too! He won't let me hug him! :( and to think i'm always
buying gifts for him. Kids. Tsk tsk.

Talking about kids, bloody hell. Kids should be taught manners ok!
First is on my way to school, I was walking on this narrow path
surrounded by wet grass. The path is just right for 2 people walking
side by side. And so, bloody hell, I was walking normally when this
stupid kid who was holding hands with her sister walked opposite my
direction. Bloody hell use your brains? She bloody expect me to step
on the disgusting grass? (which I bloody hell have to since she's a
kid) why can't she just walk in a single file for just one second?
Dumb people.
And then it's this girl kid who was helping her dad at his food stall.
Omg give black face all the way and didn't even bloody answer my
question lah. How in the world can you attract customers like that?
Don't bring your kids out to work!

Ok enough rants. Goodnight!

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Gym-ed today! Finally! My arms are becoming bigger! :( nooooo! It's
supposed to look muscular but somehow look fat. -.- something wrong.
Well, I didn't cry today. Math was okok. Just hope I can get A. If I
can't get A for math, what else can give me an A?
But then, even so, bex just have to send me this stupid touching sms
that bloody made me tear! Rar.
Mr andrew was also particularly sweet lah. If he weren't married I
would have fallen in love with him! :X ok kiddingz lah. His messages
are somehow comforting, I don't know how. And his presence too. It
just kinda feel like... he's somehow special. I don't mean LOVE lah
people! I don't know how to describe. Bex feel it too. Ah well, he's
the best! He believes we can do well! Oh no! Another reason to add
into my list of stress.

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I've never felt this stress! And it's like a chain reaction. The
stress keeps piling up after every paper. So far I think I screwed up
all the papers. It makes me shudder just to think of it, and all the
mistakes I've made. In fact, I had a nightmare of math paper and me
screwing it up big time. I woke up in the middle of the night with
beads of sweat. This is what happens when you know you haven't done
enough preparation.
And this stress doesn't only last for a day. Since last week, though
it's embarassing for me to say, I've been crying to release my stress
level everyday. And I mean everyday. First is the guys who believe in
you, who thinks I can do it. I don't want to let them down. Second, my
pride. I don't wanna retain. Third, money. That would mean spending
another $10,000 on whatever shits you have to buy all over again.
INCLUDING donations to the school. Harhar. Forth is that I realized I
havent finish my preparation. Fifth, it doesn't help when people comes
out of the exam saying that the paper's a piece of cake when you think
it's bloody difficult.

I'm tired, I seriously am. Believe me, my eye bags are like as big as
a gyoza and I actually have dark rings around my eyes.

Can't wait for exams to end. I'm going to sleep for 14hours.
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A levels is scarier than it sounds.

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Before I decay - the GazettE

Their new PV is freaking awesome. Aoi and reita are t3h sm3x. Omgz!
Great headbanging tunes and they headbang-ed! :D awesome! It just
occurred to me that reita has not changed his hairstyle since... Silly
god disco? But he's still my ultimate love! :D *fangirls*

Ok I'm just super nervous and am trying to find ways to calm myself
down.

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Living in my own world

I can't wait for A levels to end, so I can see everyone smiling
again. :)

It sucks when you see people suffer because of this stupid yet
important thing called the A levels. It sucks when you can't meet your
beloved friends that often.
But then again, you can finally see who really cares for you and who
abandons you when you need the support. To all my friends, thank you
for giving me the support I need, physically, emotionally and mentally.

To bex and bra and Joel: you guys are my studying partners. Thanks for
tolerating my irritating questions an also my sudden breakdowns.
Thanks for just being there. It makes a hell lot of difference.

To yenteng and Sam: thanks for being great coffeeshop and tabletennis
buddies. Really helped me to relieve my stress.

To eileen: thanks for always quarrelling with me and making my day.

To Jiaqi: though you MIA and you won't be reading this, thanks for
believing I can do well.

To Jessica and peiyi: thanks Jessica for making so many sweet stuffs
for me to encourage me during these times. And peiyi, thanks for all
the gossips and catching up.

To birdie Lau: Lau sushan my good old partner. Thanks for the sms!

To my tutors: I want to thank especially Mr Raymond Andrew for all the
time he had made for all the consults. Words and actions alone are not
enough to express my thanks to him. He has certainly helped me through
this year and I finally passed my gp! And and also mr Nordin, who
*thinks* I am good in physics (which I think otherwise). He is always
trying his best to explain whatever doubts we have. And ok lah, mr
Lau? For teaching me like everything is common sense. Ms Eng who
always postpone my consult at the last minute and whom I think is
skeptical of my chem. Mrs ting whom I have a love hate relationship.
Yahdah.

To my other beloved friends: thanks for all the texts of encouragement
and also the side-gossip and the what-nots.

Just wanna say I really appreciate what you guys have done. :) though
you might think you did nothing much but that small little things that
you have said might make a big impact on me. Omg I sound freaking
corny and disgusting. Shut up.

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Took a look at my fb today. 8friends uharhar.
And and and! I don't find the need to go prom shopping alr! I've got
what I need! :D and I know what I can wear! And yea, it's a dress ok!
-.- I don't get why everyone is so against me wearing pants! D< and
I'm so going to tower over the guys! Yes, I shall stomp there with my
3inch tall high heels! :D
No worries though, I'll still tag along if any girls (or guys) ask me
out for prom shopping!
Need to slim down. No pudding!

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D:

As she picked up her pen again and starts to write, she began to
wonder if her answers are correct. Little did she know the horror that
awaits her behind the windows infront of her. She continued to write.
Still unaware of her surroundings; totally engrossed in solving the
darn math question. Suddenly, she felt a tap on her hand. At first she
thought it was just her imagination. But then she heard the sound:
bzzzzzbzzz. She lifted her hands. OMGWTFBBQ IT WAS A BLOODY BUG (ok it
was brown). 'paapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!" she screamed for her dad.
Super papa came to the rescue and threw the stupid bug out of the
window. She pity the unlucky one who is standing below.

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Tze czar

First time eating tze czar with friends! Sam and yt. Yerhurhur. After
that played tabletennis till 9+pm when I started rushing Sam to go
home. Ran home omg so scary. :X I think some wandering spirit ran home
with me cos when I came out of the toilet I thought i saw someone
walking into the kitchen but there wasn't anyone there. Hmm. :/ I
think it's my imagination.
Going to spiritually study with yenteng and probably Sam soon. We're
going to study till late ok! :D

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Damn, and my siblings have to just watch boys over flowers now. It's
embarrasing to say this but... I wanna watch too, :( endurance, TYJ.
Tasted one of the most spicy tomyum fish noodles ever in my life. I
was practically crying when eating. Even my lips were perspiring. Damn
unglam. But heck. The fish was nice! Bloody 5bucks gone and I bought
two iced milo for the post-effect of the spiciness. Hur. :(
Can't wait for As to end.

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0343hr

I can't believe me, who has no problem sleeping at 8pm at night, has
problem sleeping today! I'm bloody awake at this ungodly hour! Le
gaspa! No, to be exact, I have not been sleeping today. Ze horror pls!
Stress is catching up on the usually carefree TYJ. Help me!

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Devastated

Stupid volleyball camp from 20-23nov wth! I'll still be having
papers. :( mom doesn't allow me to go for the BBQ on 20th. Somehow I
feel disappointed. How many times in my life can I have a BBQ with the
volleyballers? Huuuuur. But then again, I should prioritize my work.
Le sighz. :(
Anyway omgwtfbbq I forgot to blog about this yesterday. There was this
bloody bitch from our school who bloody pointed her middle finger at a
BABY who was looking at her. How demented can she get?! She is a
bitch, who looks like a bitch, skinny, fair, tall, curly hair, red
crumpler bagpack, j1. Bloody bitch, indeed.

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My back is seriously hurting. I think cos of the benches. :( and mAybe
cos of constipation.
Anyway. I'm taking a break off the benches to the comfort of my own
cushioned chair! :D hope it helps. :(
Omg I slept for 10-11 hours today? Omg someone shoot me!!

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I'm so sick of sitting down. Makes me constipate. X(
Anyway, happy birthday bex. :)

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Cant believe it!
1. For once, after 6months, ive decides to ask my chem tutor for
consult! Hihoho!
2. I slept at 1am and woke up at 7am today.
3. And i was actually feeling energetic while studying. Note the word
'was'. Apparently ive got tired.
4. I had lunch at 3.
5. Bloody hell sth wrong with my phone. It auto corrected 'hell' to
'gelo' and like 'like' to lime' etc etc. Asshole.
6. Had tomyum fish soup for lunch and dinner.
7. Just realized I've been typing in espanol. Hence the funny
corrections. -.-

Pjc chem p3 and incredible tales and sleep. Bex' bday tmr! Go shortie,
it's your birthday. We're gonna party like it's your birthday.

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This is totally awesome! I told my mom I'm planning to get a pair of
Dr.Martens boots and she agreed effortlessly. Even my dad who was
eavesdropping agreed it's worth it and even offered to pay for it!
Wahahaha! But lo and behold, bloody hell, largest size is a uk7. And
I'm a bloody 8. Urhurhur. But I'm still going to try my luck! Hope I
can get either a tartan's or a cherry red. Oooo can't wait!
I'm going to watch 'interview with the vampire' now.

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Fall for you - secondhand serenade

It just dawned upon me, while I was staring blankly at my calendar,
that we've spent 2years just for the few papers that some of us will
be taking in a week's time. These few papers are actually the
deteminant of our future. How... Funny. A few papers look like
nothing. These papers are actually testing our 12years of
intelligence. 12years of intelligence on a few pieces of paper, just
for these days. Hah hah.

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