shucks.

Blogspot blogs (but not Blogger) (Status varies.Blocked still 4 July 2010. Unblocked for most of 2008.)
Blogspot blogs and Blogger are fully blocked as of 15 May, 2009.[20] [12][13]
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Unblocked 1 July 2008[14]

...ok... I dunno why. But I'm kinda upset. I'm not sure if LJ works either. If that's not enough,

Hotmail email service
Unblocked as of 2 July 2009 Was blocked as of 2 June 2009. [17][12][13]

Now I don't even know if I can go on msn messanger. As far as I know, I can use it when I went to china in like whut, year 2000? I dunno, but my bro says he used it when we went china earlier this year. But since I don't really use msn unless necessary, i didn't know.
No frets tho. Gmail's still working. You guys can still email me via t.yunjia@gmail.com.
Ok darlings, I love you. Take care of yourselves. If I blog, then good. If there're no posts, then that means blogger is really blocked.

Sorry, I need a place to save my vids.

In 08Days.

In that amount of time, I'll be taking off to Xiamen. I have friends who were like, "Don't worry, it's only 5 months. You'll be back before you know it."
I dunno. Somehow I think I'm over-reacting. Or maybe it's just the emotional me. It is like a tsunami of sadness sweeping me off the ground every time I think about 03sept. I can't take it. When I'm not distracted by my SHINee or Lady GaGa Biography, I'll think about it. I'll think about my family and friends and tears will just flow down unintentionally.
I seem to be the only one being so emotional about leaving. I didn't really see any of my acquaintances actually being sad when they left Singapore. Maybe it's cos I'm too pampered by my family. Maybe I'm over-reliant. This is an opportunity for me to really walk on my own two feet (for a few months).
Hopefully I'll be strong enough on 03sep and not cry in front of everyone in the airport. I'll do my best. (: I have to be strong. COME ON WHYJAY YOU CAN DO IT!
My dear friends, if you see this, SMS me and tell me you'll miss me. I love you guys.

If I can,

I would have gotten 2 piercings on my left ear, 3 on my right and 1 on the nose.
I would have gotten a butterfly tattoo on my wrist
my hair would be done colourfully
I would sleep at 3am everyday and wake up at 11am
I would have watched youtube all day
I WOULD TRAVEL AROUND THE WORLD
I would have build proper housings and other infrastructure in the 3rd world countries
I would have lowered the transport fares
I would have a room full of nice clothes, shoes, spectacles and bags
I would have a library full of good books and manga
I will marry the almighty Key Kim Kibum 'cos he's a uber cool family guy
I will marry Reita 'cos whenever he plays his bass, he makes my heart beat one zillion times faster
I would eat ice cream and cheesecake everyday and not get fat

Random much. But that's me.
I WANT TO HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR. )< Maybe next year.

Currently listening to JoJo - SHINee

SHINee FANDOM :D

OMG MINHO IS LIKE <3 It's been a long time since I fangirl to this extent. Luckily no-one's at home :X Shit. Asthma attack, seriously.

OHNO SHINEE D:

Their hair is just....... appalling.

Moody me,

I think it's really stressful being in this family. It's tiring to live up to their expectations. I don't think they see the things I've sacrificed for them. They blinded by what they can only see. The thing about me is that I don't like to show them I care. It makes me disgusted. But in actual fact, they are really the most important people of my life. But I don't think they believe that I actually care. Honestly? I'm sick and tired of arguing with them. If they wanna think that way, fine. I'm really tired trying to explain to them the purpose of my actions. They just don't see how I have done so much for them, if they actually compare me to most people I know. Who, in this century, actually helps their parents with their office work, housework, or even bother to cancel their other plans to have a dinner or lunch with their parents? When I asked my mom if she has ever compared us to the kids of her friends'/siblings'. She said no, but rather, she compared us to herself when she was younger. She said when she was our age, she wouldn't talk back to her parents, unlike us who even dare to talk back to our teachers. The thing is, this is the new century. We are not as conservative as last time. We are now more daring to voice out our opinions to protect ourselves. And I'm not even talking about using words to attack people. At least I do think we should have the right to speak up on what is right and wrong, instead of being pushed around by adults who are trapped in the morals of the past. But no, I give up trying to talk back to my parents. They have the mind of a rock, unable to think flexible or change the way they thing. They think that being adults, they surely make the right choices that are beneficial to their children because they have 'experience with age'. Actually, I beg to differ. The world is changing constantly. What is the right thing to do previously could be wrong in the next second, and vice-versa. These parents, with mind like a rock, are not able to adapt to these changes. As I've said earlier, they are trapped in their past morals. They are not able to let go of what they believe in.
I give up on trying to talk back. I'm tired now.

bodyache

I CAN'T BELIEVE MY WHOLE BODY IS ACTUALLY ACHING AFTER RUNNING ONLY ABOUT 10KM!OMG I FEEL SO DARN RUSTY.
And tmrw I have driving lessons in the morning. HOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWW?! )':

I'm a YouTube addict! D:

RING DING DOOOOOONG <3 <3 Believe me, I tried to dance. So far, I can only get the ringdingdong part correct. HAHAHA!

reminisce, just for abit.

听见星星叹息 用寂寞的语气
告诉不眠的云 是否放弃日夜 追寻风的动静
心事不停累积 变成脸颊的泪滴
你始终没留意 我特别在乎你
你却像风一样 左顾右盼而行

全世界只有你不懂我爱你
我给的不只是好朋友而已
每个欲言又止浅浅笑容里
难道你没发现我渴望讯息

我应该如何让你知道我爱你
连星星都知道我心中秘密
今夜在你窗前下的一场雨
是我暗示你我有多(么)委屈

你还不懂雨永远不会停

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I listened to this song... like about 10 years ago? when I was in primary school. I thought it has a nice tune then. So when I finally youtube this song again 10years later, I found that it's actually quite... meaningful? You know when we're young, we only cared about the tune of the music. But now that we slowly mature, we start to appreciate the written lyrics. At least, i think i do. I mean, for this song I feel each and every sentence makes sense. It's like a story. I really really like this song. Give it a play, seriously.

I am NINEteen today

...and yet I have to do my sis' homework because we had dinner outside. HARHAR. Loser, I know.
Okay, so this year's birthday both left me with sad and happy memories.
Sad cos I've been scolded by my parents... yet again.
Happy cos I have my dear dear dear dear friends who actually took time to plan something for me.

Last friday, 23JULY2010, had dinner with part of 2s04. Bex, meiqi, ibra, joel, weiming and aaron. Had Sakae even though it is not halal, oh dear. But then, we had dinner like normal. And I mean, really normal. With limmeiqi being the center of attraction because of her bimbotic-ness. HAHA! Suddenly a cake just appeared and they started singing screaming the happy birthday song. SUPER paiseh please. And they bought me a backpack! Awesome compartments. I can put so many things insiiiiiiide! :D Arcade was fun too :D

Saturday, 24JULY2010, played beach volleyball with ah meng, sam gaga, hock, hongkiat,sheryl and ... friends. Well, it wasn't exactly a birthday celebration but I love volleyball. Okay! Had dinner at sizzlers with Tai, mandy and ht. Their treat. But was late for the dinner cos I was watching fireworks with sam gaga. BUT THE FIREWORKS WAS NAISE. hmm. ok. so was the dinner. Then ht had to go off to meet his lovers so the rest of us went to play L4D2. omgosh after months of not playing, I FORGOT THE KEYS. Now, if only they had played starwars lego on wii...

Sunday, 25JULY2010, had lunch with ss, py, jess, sam gaga, zu, ethel and jienarn. They made a cake from icing room! HAHAH. Other than the fruits inside, I LOVE IT. omg, speaking about the fruits makes me sick. Ok, anyway. Hur. It was quite a short one. After lunch, ss, sam gaga and zu came over to play wii and laugh at twits' facebook. Truly hilarious. 6.30pm went to kbox golden with ss and sam gaga. Smuggled chicken rice in omg. took turns to eat so as not to get caught. HAHA! PRO. Oh. Sam gaga got me a LADY GAGA BIOGRAPHY! :3 HOHOHO!

Monday, 26JULY2010. Bloody boring day. Had dinner at night at Ellenborough market cafe at swissotel merchant. HAH. RECIEVED MY BELOVED GAZETTE SHIVER SINGLE WITH DVD FROM CDJAPAN OMG THANKS TOMEI! <3 Ripped the package off and watched the pv. omggggg my REITA <3 uber bloody hawt.

Tmrw, 27JULY2010, Cash studio with tomei. WOOOHOO.

Wednesday, 28JULY2010, Volleyball training! <3 ok, no link. DINNER with jq, jiannuren, siang and sam gaga. :D

Thanks to those who fb-ed and smsed me happy birthday. Love you guys so so so so so so so so so much. Really. Who needs a boyfriend when you have so many wonderful people already? haha! OK KIDDING! For those "close friends" who doesn't even know it's my birthday today, shame on you (: Actually I don't care also lah.
Evil pig still MIA ):