RAR. Today was not a good day.
For almost all my tests, i passed by 1mark. Which is like so sad cos i'm always one of the last. I'M JUST DUMBBBB AHHHHHHHHH!
Seriously i thought that i wasn't even supposed to be in e1. It's just.... BRAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!
*knocks my head*
YES, A BAD DAY!
Parents, they think they KNOW IT ALL. they don't. They took control of my life. Like hey, i want my life ok! Like whatever i do, can you stop minding so much? Like me buying stuffs online? I know what i am doing ok! And stop it! omygosh my parents are so not understanding. They bombarded me with two tuitions which is bad enough cos of the works they gave... AND THEY STILL INTEND TO CALL UP MORE TUITIONS FOR ME. WHAT THE FARK. Like if i complain that school's stressful, they'll always say this "It's only a few more months to Os. Just bear it." Like they don't understand! They think that is stress is only minor. They dont care! That's why i never told them about my study life anymore cos it's like they'll start giving a lecture "What is this? You think that this is stress? Then what about work?" Sometimes i just feel like running out of house and quit school. Nobody understands/care about the stress i have in class. Everyone close to me are scoring distinctions/high passes and for me? Always one of the last few and doing badly. I'l dumb naturally, I should never have been to E1. Should have gone to E6, Normal Acad, then go Poly. Graduate and hopefully i can find a rich husband who cares about me. Ok, suffering from mental breakdown.